PhantomGinger wrote...
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(Prepare for a long post...once my writing juices start to flow, I can't stop them! XD)
Yes. Naomi grew up on Mindior, but never went back after what happened there. She'd say it is tainted, and going back to see what used to be hers would only disrespect her family. In truth, she's still running from what happened, doesn't want to return to properly mourn her parents and little brother. On Torfan, most would say she sacrificed soldiers just to exact her revenge on the Batarian slavers - and they would be right. All that mattered to Naomi was to kill every last Batarian on that planet to satisfy her twisted desire of vengeance for what she lost.
She was promoted for it, but didn't sleep any better like she hoped. Not that she felt guilty for what she did, she got the job done and that's what mattered to her. Naomi just thought the dreams of her parents's fading faces would stop. She never allowed any emotional attachment to her crew until later in the first game when Garrus asked for her help; she didn't understand why he trusted her so much. She also didn't understand why her lieutenat liked her. Naomi was used to her reputation driving people away, which made her feel safer; no emotional attachment meant not getting hurt. She found herself drawn in by their trust, allowing herself to test the waters. Garrus became her best friend, and Kaidan became her lover. In the end, she found she was fighting the Reapers not just out of vengeance, but to protect her newfound family.
Death made Naomi re-evaluate a few things. She realized that fighting for something should not just be for revenge. She saved Joker purely due to their friendship, and began to think that was enough. Throughout ME2 the colonist did what she could protect her crew, as well as build up relationships. It was not going to be a suicide mission, it was not going to be another Mindior; she was not going to lose everyone again. Naomi stopped Garrus from killing Sidonis, realizing the path she put the vigilanti on would rip away any goodness left inside. Yet, she allowed Zaeed to carry out his revenge. She knew when someone could not be swayed, and knew when things festered as long as Zaeed allowed there was no turning back. What disturbed Naomi was that she was just fine with it; maybe she was not as good as she thought. Kaidan's accusations did not help, and Naomi was left confused with who, or even what, she was. Maybe destroying the Collector Base would prove that she was a good person. Or maybe those people's sacrifice now meant absolutely nothing. And good people don't kill thousands of Batarians...or do they?
Naomi started off ME3 quiet and nearly bitter. She was pissed off with Kaidan for treating her like a traitor, but when he got hurt she would have done absolutely anything to ensure he survived. Liara made it a point to look after Naomi, and with Garrus back he unofficially became her second in command and took a few burdens away. She felt somewhat better. But she had a reason to go after Cerberus now. She wanted to kill the Illusive Man for nearly taking away the man she still loved. When Mordin died, Naomi's anger with the Reapers grew. Then Thane passed, and Naomi wanted nothing more than to take Cerberus off the map. As she killed, her implants reappeared. As she protected her friends, her implants disappeared. Naomi has no idea if she's the embodiment of vengeance like Javik, or an enforcer of justice like Garrus. It's safe to say she is more comfortable with vengeance, but her fight to be "good" conflicts her.
If you read all of this, then you get a FemShep cookie.
This is good a head canon - I have to say - what were its major influences ... I musht ask.
Modifié par nitefyre410, 12 avril 2012 - 02:37 .





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