I loved Mass Effect 3, the story was great, lots of emotion, the game play was smooth and combat improved over the last two games, lots of heart wrenching bittersweet moments that made me cry. Mordin, Legion, Cortez's story, the bringing together of the Quarians and Geth, making the Turians and the Krogan's allies, Jack as a crazy awesome Biotic teacher, getting to be with your LI again, so many wonderfully written scenes, so deep and well thought out, I couldn't pick a favourite one. This game was well on its way to being my favourite game of all time.
And then I reached the end. I just didn't fit. it seemed one dimentional, where was the great writing that propelled the story to that point? I chose destroy because that was the goal from day one, but it took me a very long time to make that decision. Why couldn't I argue that there was no need for the reapers as I had EDI and the Geth as PROOF that synthectics weren't out to destroy organics. It hurt my heart to have to destroy the geth...but controlling the reapers seemed like giving into them, and combining organics and synthetics while appealing at first just seemed wrong to me. I just spent 35+ hours getting everyone in the galaxy to put asside their differences and work together, it seemed like a betrayal to force them all to assimilate into sameness. So I chose destroy, Im sorry Geth, Im sorry Joker and EDI.
Suddenly it was over, and I was left feeling hollow, empty inside, I wasnt just sad, I was depressed. I always suspected that Shepard would probably die, (even if I hoped she could live to retire happily with Kaidan and have little biotic babies) I was prepared for that, but the lack of resoultion to what happened to the rest of the crew and the galaxy at large is probably what hurt the most. Is my Shepard alive? I saw her take a breath in the end but I thought that ME3 was supposed to be Shepard's last story. Where is my crew, how did my squadmates suddenly get back on the normandy, why was it leaving without me...I watched stargazer, felt more confusion, and then turned off my xbox.
I havent had the heart to turn it on again since. I have multiple different play throughs of ME1 and ME2, but I dont know if those Shepards will ever see an end to their stories, because right now it still hurts to think about the end. I think the only thing keeping me going is the thought that maybe all the evidence presented for the Indoctrination theroy is correct, and the game is not actually over, but we were all subjected to one of the most brilliant plot devices of any RPG in history, a game trying to indoctrinate its players in real time. It explains the lack of resoultion in the end of the game and the relative slience of the Devs, they are waiting for everyone to play to the end, make their choice, and then they will reveal whether we made the right choice in the end or not. All this discussion, speculation, and even demands for a different ending is generating great press for BioWare. My kudos, even if this wasnt your intention from the start. But I would still like some closure please.
Modifié par GeoGirl2008, 20 mars 2012 - 05:59 .