I had so many favorite moments. Girly romantic that I am I have to say that I really loved rekindling my romance with Kaidan. He was just so sweet!!! So glad I stayed loyal to him.
And even though there were many, many moments that had me reaching for the tissue box, I still enjoyed them. The game got me emotionally invested. The thought of Grunt giving his life against the rachni? Tissues. Grunt then stumbling miraculously out of the cave covered in blood, alive but battered? Tissues. Mordin sacrificing himself and singing right till the end? Tissues. Thane patronizing Kei Leng for letting a terminally ill drell get the better of him, then passing away with his best bud Shep and his son at his side? Tissues. Legion saying "I" and Tali forgiving him? Tissues.
You get the idea. LOTS and LOTS of tissues and tears.
There were laughs too. Tali drunk made me giggle soooo hard. Also, catching Tali and Garrus in the gun room was both funny and sweet.
And, I'll admit, I was primarily Paragon the entire way through but I didn't even hesitate when it came to taking the Renegade interrupt to kill Kei Leng. It was
SATISFYING! I'd been wanting to do that the moment since he stabbed Thane. I
loathed the man from that instant through the rest of the game.
The series as a whole, for me, was brilliant. Absolutely brilliant. Up until that last bit. And I'll tell you something, it wasn't because Shepard died. I was emotionally prepared for that outcome. In fact, according to my ending Shepard lives. Its the inconsistancies to the story we've been following. As I was playing this out, BEFORE I heard any spoilers or about this whole inoctrination theory, these were my thoughts about certain points:
"Hey, how did Anderson get here before me? No other paths to this point. Fishy. And where the heck was TIM hiding to come out behind me as well?"
"Woah, its that kid again. How can that be? Was he the catalyst all along or is someone/something playing with my mind?"
"Control, join, or destroy? Yeah, sorry, I am gonna destroy them even if it means I die because thats what we've been trying to do this whole time. Not my place to change everyone in the galaxy into half-machine."
"Wait, what do you mean destroy the mass relays? According to what was shoved in our face during the Arrival DLC, the very reason for Shepards loss of command, was that by destroying a mass relay you destroy the entire star system its in. We blew up an entire Batarian system. If every mass relay explodes then the whole galaxy gets destroyed so whats the point of any of the endings? No life will live. Earth will be destroyed...."
"Why the hell is Joker running away with my ship? WTF?!?!"
"Ok, the Normandy survives, Good, even though they ran, at least some of my friends live... Wait, how did Kaidan and Javik get there? They were blown up by that reaper laser beam with me! WTF?!?! And why do they look happy???"
So for this last bit, folks might say they're happy because they did it. The reapers are gone. Ok, I can see that. Not how they mysteriously got on the ship, thats fishy, but I can see why they would be happy. Except that in ME1, when you save the Citadel from Sovereign, that was a happy moment too. A big one. But because they thought Shepard was dead they were saddened. The win didn't mean as much. You could see it on their faces, they won but at a high cost. No smiles came until Shepard came running out of that rubble. So yeah, my Kaidan (who was supposed to be dead on Earth but somehow is now mysteriously on the ship on some planet far far away) should NOT be looking so chipper. He just lost the woman he loved again!
So yes, I still love the franchise. I still will play the games. But I am... I feel robbed, by the ending. I want closure. I want answers. I want to know how any of what we did makes sense if we just basically blew up every major hub of life in the galaxy. Just my 2 cents.
EDIT: As a note, after reading the whole Indoctrination Theory concept, well, if it was planned that way then you guys are evil geniuses. If it wasn't your intention, well... your fan base is throwing you a bone with that one. I say take it and run with it, you'll make alot of folks happy.
Modifié par txalikat, 21 mars 2012 - 04:01 .