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I'm not one to sociolize on the internet (even forums), but I felt like I needed to get my voice heard about my experience with this series. I remember the first time I had bought the first Mass Effect. I was a freshman in college; architecture student, so I had very little time to enjoy such extensive videogames. After I had switch majors, I had a lot of free time and asked one of my roommates about some open world futuristic games; I got a little tired of playing Oblivion over and over again. That was when he suggested Mass Effect. I started playing the game and I expected graphics like Oblivion, but I was surprised. It was an entirely different feel; I felt so indepth with the characters and the storyline. After the first Mass Effect, I bought Mass Effect 2 and enjoyed that as well. It had a little darker feeling to it, but it was my choice in the end if I wanted to finish with a dark ending or an ending that was epic. I chose the ending that would lead me to Mass Effect 3.
I didn't have many friends in school and I was always the quiet type sitting in the corner of the room starring at the wall worried that I might say something stupid (even if it was just a simple hello).In Mass Effect, I was able to connect with the characters to the point as though they were like my virtual friends. I love the fact that Garrus would always show up, in ME2 and ME3, in the most unexpected places. I felt the passion and love that Ash gave and enjoyed that feeling and it carried on as I fought of synthetics and every other enemy out there. I felt like I had purpose and I felt like I wasn't alone throughout this journey. Every companion had so many unique personalities and I could go on and on about each one, but I digress.
I played Mass Effect 3 to the point where there was nothing else to do but to do the final showdown. I was emotionally attached to the series at this point. When we landed on earth, my gut told me that this wasn't going to end the way I thought it would. Earth looked like another scene from Call of Duty. It was just too abrupt. There was no real epic Shepard style landing like in ME2. 30 minutes before the ending hit, I chose Garrus and Ash to come with me to the final stages of the assault. I eventually ended in a situation where I had to destroy a reaper with a single rocket by just pushing a button...wow.. epic battle. (sarcasm sorry). 15 minutes in and I'm sure everyone knows what happened next. I saw through the entire ending and tears started to roll down my eyes; It had been 18 years since the last time I ever had tears rolling down my eyes (I'm 22).
After playing Mass Effect 3, I was psychologically disturbed. I couldn't believe what had happened. I wanted closer; I wanted to see Joker and EDE together with Shepard standing there next to them in the end, Liara, Wrex, and everyone else to follow suite. I wanted my choices to have an affect throughout the entire series and I wanted to see the hard work I had put into this series; I wanted to see everyone's outcome in all of this. But the ending was just... defeating... I ejected the disc and had taken the game, along with ME2 and ME1, and stored them in the basement. I couldn't talk to anyone after that, not my family or my friends; I couldn't even eat dinner with my family because I was emotionally scarred. I felt like I lost a very close friend; a friend that stood by you when times were tough, a friend that you can always look back for moral support. I had been seeing a psychologist and a psychiatrist before this. They helped me through the emotional pain that came and went. I had support from my friends and family. But most importantly, I was not alone.
I started to do some research to see if there was any kind of hope and I found exactly what I was looking for. I found the people who are "Holdong the Line!" I found the biggest support of all; fans like me! So I will say this... I hope that this ending changes, I hope that someone is touched by what I have been through, as they read this, and forces a change. I want my choices to matter and i want to see closer; not just for Shepard, but for everyone!
So... I will raise my voice and Hold the Line! And I am not alone!
welcome buddy.
No you are not alone in this, we got your back

. Most of us went through the same experience that you did, and take confort on each other. There are many genders, many backgrounds, many ways of life.. but still everyone here is standing for a comon goal, a comon cause and that speaks volumes by itself. So grab a banner and make your voice be heard aswell

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Hold the Line