Jarrett Lee wrote...
Peete wrote...
Jarrett Lee wrote...
There's no voodoo at work here - I'm just sitting on my couch reading this on my iPad, it has been a difficult week, I'm very tired.
Mr. Lee
You mentioned it's been a difficult week. Out of curiosity, why has it been a difficult week?
Again out of curiosity, and if you don't mind me asking are you a (just) forum moderater or one of the developers?
Im the senior marketing guy....one of them. Have been for the whole franchise really. I can't tell if your question is serious or if yer messing with me
the fan reaction is difficult to watch, after all the hard work basically. I'm not a moderator really, just an employee.
I understand it's probably hard to watch how we're reacting to the franchise now, but look at it from our perspective. We each have our own individual stories and connections with the franchise and it's very painful for us.
A little information about myself. I'm an adult in his very late 20's. I suffer from a chronic case of major depression and an anxiety disorder. I've been clinically diagnosed with these. One of my major outlets to relieve this condition has been to escape reality through videogames. This treatment, along with proper medication and therapy, has allowed me to live a relatively normal and fulfilling life. You cannot imagine the amount of joy that the Mass Effect games have brought to my life. I've read all the comics and books multiple times, the games I've had playthroughs in the double digits. I own multiple copies of every version of the game. Mass Effect is very dear to me.
So imagine the absolute horror for somebody such as myself when confronted with an ending that in my mind ruined the entire series. The state of despair I felt echoed into my real life and I've been physically sick for the past week. It has affected my standard of living, my performance at my job, and my social life. I've sank into the worst depression state I've been in for years. The last time I was in a state like this I actually turned myself in as a suicide risk (don't worry, I'm not going to do anything, I have educated myself on when to seek emergency help). I am going to have to alter my lifestyle because to be honest I don't feel like playing any videogames anymore, and that is troublesome because previously that had been a very effective form of treatment for me. I hope this proves to be a temporary issue, but I've never experienced anything quite like this before so I'm really not quite certain how to proceed. I'll likely have to discuss that with my therapist. But that's another matter I'll have to deal with myself.
Regardless, I still have hope. The current situation has permanently soured my impression of Mass Effect 3 because I will always remember my first experience as I would remember being in a brutal car accident on the way home from a joyous occassion or holiday. Something that will always taint what should be a happy memory. But it is not too late to fix it. Unlike a car accident, real lives have not been lost forever. Mass Effect is still a work of fiction and can be changed at will. I honestly hope the folks at Bioware do the right thing and give us a new ending. Anything less will be hollow and still tainted because I'll still know that it ends up at the same destination. I understand the realities of capitalism and the need to please investors, and I hope that if that is a major factor in the decision making process that it can be turned into a profitable situation for your organization through the creation of a DLC ending to sell us. I'd happily pay whatever cost of such a pack as the peace of mind afforded to me through it would be well worth the price of admission.
In closing I hope I can bring myself to participate in the event being held this weekend, but I just find it difficult to play the game as I feel physically sick when I look at the game now. It's a very sad situation as I thought the rest of the game was entirely brilliant, and while I played through the first games at least a dozen times through, I can't foresee myself ever playing through Mass Effect 3 again without some changes to the ending.