I feel... offended by the statement Casey Hudson made. And it's not that I'm unsympathetic. I care about the team. I believed in the team, and I love 99% of the Mass Effect series. But that 1% is a killer, and it still has not been truly addressed with honesty or clarity. This statement was too cautious, too careful.
The PR spin needs to go out the window. The "
some of our
most passionate" fans "needed more time to say goodbye" nonsense needs to go out the window too, as complete strangers to the series who only joined us at Mass Effect 3 (and unlike some, I appreciate and support those fans as new friends rather than rejecting them as the problem) feel the same way--the majority of the intelligent fanbase which you drew understands concepts like internal consistency and narrative coherency even if they can't put those concepts into words, and they love the talky/techy sci-fi genre even if they don't get the scientific roots of it all... really, Star Trek fans would almost universally love Mass Effect, and I think there is a lot of overlap there. Look at how popular Star Trek is. So is Mass Effect. People love the two franchises for the same reasons even though they are quite different. The cast of the Big Bang Theory--they're your fans. Not only them, but definitely them, too.
The real problem here is that Shepard was out of character. Shepard
was forced to choose A, B, or C. These were
not "wildly different" endings as we were promised in the media. A bittersweet ending is NOT the problem, not the slightest bit whatsoever, nobody here was naive enough to think that this would end with sunshine and marshmallows, it's a war story! What we did assume was that we could make the ending
more or less depressing, to some degree, through the medium of our choices--and that did not happen. The ending was not affected
at all. (I am not counting the "if you meter is high enough, you get all the choices!" part as being truly affecting anything, because almost everyone, even casual gamers, would have tried to get it as full as possible on their first playthrough, and since most people will almost certainly either be the type to like multiplayer or play a completionist single-player playthrough {I would be both types} it's not even that hard to get it high enough for that.)
The Mass Effect series was empowering. It inspired me to resist the urge to be too soft a person, to not speak up for what I believe in, and it made me want to be insightful and fight against injustices in whatever small way I could. Stories can do that--they can speak to who we are and push us to do and be what we wanted to do and be anyway, but might have talked ourselves out of otherwise. The ending... it ruined that feeling for me. Worse, it negated it. It took me a while to bounce back and remember what the real Commander would've done--fight for what she/he believed in. And I believe in this series.
I'm here because I love Mass Effect. I'm here because it matters to me to see a character I grew to love done justice rather than be reduced to placid, passive acceptance of some cosmic ghost kid's static options--all of which have the same terrible outcome of blowing up the universe we came to love. Not to mention the incredible cast of friends and allies that she/he has gathered along the way, who also deserve more than a goodbye speech. Right now, it's looking bleak for them--more because nothing made sense than even because they all can be assumed to have died without any further exposition.
I want to make it clear--I didn't need more time to say goodbye. I was ready to do that a long time ago. What I needed was and is a
real ending, one that makes me feel like something actually ended rather than that Shepard had a bad peyote trip or something. I didn't know that Shepard. Being sad and having PTSD doesn't make it any better, because when Shepard is sad, (s)he stops being sad and sticks her/his finger in somebody's face and has a good rant instead. If Shepard ranted, then lost steam and gave up, then I'd get it--but this confused, blank-eyed child in the ending was NOT Shepard.
I still hold out hope for the indoc theory. Mostly because I believe, however foolish or correct it might be, that Bioware couldn't have possibly made a mistake like this and the only thing that makes anything make sense to me is that idea. But if it's not true, then I want someone to address this--to say, "we're human, there was an incredible amount of pressure, and we needed more time to include the range of endings that would truly do the series justice."
I would understand. I want to understand. Help me. Don't keep up this dodging-the-question repetition of what was already said. I know it's important for you not to weaken your position, but that already happened when we saw the endings in the first place. There has to be a way to actually say something of substance here without hurting sales of Mass Effect 3.
If it were me: "Though for some, the endings originally included in Mass Effect 3 fit their Shepard's story perfectly, we understand that many other fans disagreed with Shepard's mindset in those endings and felt their Shepard wouldn't act in the way depicted. This variety and diversity in our fan base is something we value greatly, and we are dedicated to making everyone feel satisfied with how their Shepard's story comes to a close." That's what I want to believe is in the team's hearts and heads now.
I want to believe, despite what I just read, that they truly understand what went wrong and how to fix it.
SnowyKai wrote...
That was really, really bad.
You just told us a bunch of stuff we already knew. We know you're working on "DLC" as vague as that is.
We know you've worked hard on this series for ages.
We know that Gaming Publications really enjoyed your game. (Wonder why..)
You still haven't answered to us, your fans, on what you're going to do with this series we've invested emotion, money and time into for five years. Honestly, please just say what you're going to do and be done with this, so I can get off this train-wreck. Keeping us clinging on and not saying anything in all of your "Press releases" is really beginning to get old.
Honestly, if there's no ending DLC planned, I won't buy any DLC. There's no point. None at all. You guys want me to invest more time into a Shepard I no-longer care about because the ending ruins everything this series has been built on? You want me to pay for this? No, sir, I shall not.
We deserve a good ending, your FANS. We've stuck with you through thick and thin, (Dragonage 2) now please, please...give us the damn ending we deserve.
This is how I feel. I feel like the spirit of the series was utterly betrayed. If the ending is not fixed, then I have no reason to touch any DLC--why would I? I didn't touch DA2 DLC either for this very reason--because the ending was so low on choice, so high on depression and futility that I just didn't care about that character's story anymore. I would rather move on to something better than expand a story about a character that had no real effect on their universe.
It all sapped my ability to care to the point where I didn't even want to replay Mass Effect 3. Only the indoctrination theory + my promise to myself that I would stop before the Citadel every single time has made me able to give a damn about playing my other Shepards through the game.
It's the only way I was able to enjoy the game anymore. A great, great game like this should not be hard to replay! I should want to, I should be happy to, I should do so 'til I'm sick of it like I did with Mass Effect 1 and 2. It should be easy.
It wasn't. That's how bad this was.
I didn't want to not replay Tuchanka
even knowing that it would bring me to tears all over again. I still looked forward to getting choked up like that
because it was well done. I should have felt that way about the ending, too.
But I didn't. Not because it was sad. Because it was disillusioning, and esoteric--not in a good way that blew my mind, but in a lame, weird, dumb way that absolutely didn't. Everything with Casper the ghost kid was bad. Poor in terms of quality/coherence, unlike the dialogue between Shepard and Anderson and TIM right before it which is why this was so jarring.
I don't hate or judge anyone for this. I don't see this as irreparable. I just want it to really,
really be addressed. Please. If indoctrination is correct, please give us a
hint. If it's not... then please consider making it canon anyway, because nothing about Casper or his A, B, C-labeled doors added
anything good to the Mass Effect universe, and instead it took a vast portion of the universe we loved
away.
You created a universe that deserves so much better than him and his ridiculous choices, all of which every fiber of my being
morally rejects. (A) Elimination of diversity because we supposedly (and EVERY Shepard would question that, especially those who united the quarians and geth!) can't live in peace unless we're homogenized, (

mind control of all synthetics, or © utter destruction of all synthetics in favor of organics? Not one of those choices is anything but appallingly, shockingly evil, and every one of them goes against anything a single one of my Shepards would want to do.
I am still hoping, with all my heart, that that is a mistake. Because a much bleaker ending, where Shepard says "releasing the energy of the Crucible and destroying the mass relays is not an option, it's too dangerous; I won't do it at all..." and then everyone fights the Reaper forces to the death is better than any of the current options available. It's horribly depressing, but at least it doesn't let fear compromise who Shepard is.
Please tell me that with all the thought and love I put into this, that I understood the Mass Effect series better than some critics did. That it truly is the great franchise I believed it to be. Because if that's not the case... then I should just give up on serious games and just stick to stuff like Diablo 3, Borderlands, and Skyrim. Casual stuff that is fun for a while and can then be sold and forgotten. Because it's not worth it to be inspired if it all ends in ashes, and after DA2 was as disappointing a mixed bag as it is, I would have trouble believing that a Bioware that would do nothing more than flesh the ending out or add a bunch of little character DLCs is truly the company that I loved anymore.
Maybe this just sounds geeky or sad to the reader. But I remember BG1. I remember my adolescence. Bioware was a part of my childhood, in a way. Part of my relationship with my dad, since we bonded over enjoyment of these games and series. To be thinking of moving on is like saying goodbye to the kid in me, even though it was my adult self--a person Shepard's age--who fell in love with Mass Effect.
But I don't think I could break my own heart again. I don't know. Maybe it's healthier just to stop hoping, and to move on to things I'm less invested in. I'm beginning to have that epiphany.
AllThatJazz wrote...
CoS Sarah Jinstar wrote...
AngryFrozenWater wrote...
It all feels like a joke. The ending feels like it was taken from a random game and glued to ME3. The ending had little if anything at all to do with ME. I don't want more closure. I want a proper end. But needless to say, we won't get one. That's how much BW loves the game.
It was, Ion Storm's Deus Ex 1.
Yeah. My husband has played precisely ONE non sport-related game in his entire life, that being the first Deus Ex. When I told him what the ME3 choices were, he asked if ME3 was an updated version of Deus Ex, and said that 'merging with Helios' was the only good ending.
[smilie]http://social.bioware.com/images/forum/emoticons/pouty.png[/smilie]
Please make it indoctrination, or some kind of hideous dream. Or death.
I played Deus Ex 1. I loved it. Its ending doesn't suit Mass Effect in any way. It's directly contrary to its best themes.
Indoctrination theory is, at this time, the only thing I can think of that would restore my faith in and love for the Mass Effect universe. The only thing that can save it, unless there's something equally dramatic out there that the devs have thought of.
But not this ending. No, not this A/B/C ending. I rejected it before I had even processed it, because I don't believe that we all have to become the same in order to accept each other and find unity or harmony. I don't believe that at all, and I never will.