NeitherNor wrote...
I've tried this a couple of times now, but perhaps this time somebody on the Indoctrination-Train can answer the following:
If Shepard was never on the Citadel, and everything he 'experienced' was the process of being fully indoctrinated, how did he activate the Crucible? And if not Shepard, who did - and why?
I'll gladly do this.
It's not fully indoctrinated, after you get hit by the beam, you're knocked unconcious. Harbinger uses this to his advantage as it's easier to indoctrinate someone who's unconcious as they are not aware of what's going on.
Your will power makes it hard enough for him to take control of you.
The crucible has not yet been activated, what you see is part of the indoctrination, if you choose Control/Synth during the Star Child part

, you're letting the reapers live, they have detered you from doing what you have been aiming to do since Mass Effect 1/2, destroy the reapers to bring peace to the galaxy.
If you select destroy, you're beating the reapers, this shows your strong and your will power is strong, you overcome indoctrination, you live, earth lives, the geth live. You wake up in the rubble of london after being hit by the beam.