Zachriel wrote...
When I was a kid, I used to have this recurring dream in which I'd wake up and everyone in the world was dead except for me. Everywhere I went, all I'd find were rotting skeletons. That's about as bad as it ever got for me, and I haven't had any strange or supernatural nightmares like that for over a decade now. Most nights I go to be so exhausted that I'm asleep as soon my head hits the pillow and I sleep too deeply for dreams.
Those night when I can remember dreaming, it's usually just bizarre nonsense that makes perfect sense to me while I'm dreaming but no sense at all when I'm awake. Other times, it's disturbing. I remember a dream in which I committed suicide with a knife. I can't recall the situation clearly, but the feelings were too intense to forget. Fear, pain, and then a deep dense of calm as I realized it would be over soon and I'd never have to feel anything ever again. More recently, I had an intensely violent dream in which I and 2 of my friends went on a GTA style rampage, killing as many people as we could indiscriminantly. After we made good our escape, there was regret. Not for what we'd done, but that I could never go home again. So I started plotting against them, trying to find a way to pin our crimes on them and clear myself. I am still rather troubled by that one....
A couple years ago I had this unsettling dream. I'm not sure of all the details, all I remember was that I was being chased by some older man. He was a murderer and I was like trying to help him overcome his urge to kill or something and he seemed to be earnest in his want to change, but he couldn't fight his urge forever, so he would come after me and I would escape just in time or the dream would start over at a certain point. I didn't get much sleep that night. It didn't help that I was home alone in a crappy house in a bad neighborhood, and I had just recently discovered that one of the front windows wasn't a window, but plexiglass loosely nailed. Kinda wish my roommate had told me about that before I moved in. Yeah, didn't stay there long.





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