Holiday wrote...
Do you remember the Prothean VI on Thessia that Kai Leng took to the Cerberus station? If you do, then you'd also remember that it was able to discern between people who were indoctrinated and people who weren't. It stated that both the Illusive Man and Kai Leng were indeed indoctrinated, while at the same time, stated that Shepard wasn't indoctrinated. There you go. Indoctrination theory disproven.
Because Shepard was NEVER indoctrinated. N-E-V-E-R. Indoctrination, rather, is a process. It's not like one day you're not indoctrinated and then you are. It's not a sudden transformation, from one moment to the next. Even TIM didn't just up and become indoctrinated.
What you see through the game, rather, is a systematic attack on Shepard's psyche. It's subtle, because that's how indoctrination works, insidiously and subtly. The victim of the attack never even notices consciously the attack is taking place. Shepard doesn't notice it. And you certainly didn't, since you're here on the forums swearing determinedly like any other indoctrinated person would, that, "No, no, it can't be!"
When Shepard approached the Prothean VI on Thessia, he still hadn't succumbed to the attack, he was still fighting it, and thus was NOT indoctrinated. Hence, the VI doesn't describe him so. It isn't until the very end of the game, when Harbinger descends, that the final confrontation between Shepard and the reapers ensues. It isn't until that moment, when Shepard has to choose, his red pill / blue pill choice, that he can really, truly become indoctrinated. Before then, before he chooses to succumb, or not, Shepard is not indoctrinated, not even once. Not on Thessia, the Cerberus base, nor even as he made that desperate rush towards the Citadel beam, not indoctrinated, still fighting it.
My Shepard chose the red, shot the tubes in order to "destroy", and thus was able to overcome the reapers and pull herself out of the illusion, stop the reapers from plucking away at her mind. My Shepard was never indoctrinated, showed will enough to withstand the attempts by the reapers to indoctrinate her, even at the very end. That's why she took in a desperate breath in the closing scene of the game, a gasp that signaled she was waking up out of the attack.
Bottom line, which did you choose, the red or the blue? Did your Shepard break free or remain lost in the illusion?