Dear OP,
I don't really use shift button, as it doesn't make me feel awesome and I like that way. Saved from when playing on insanity, it is really not necessary and I understand your point about it. Also, nowadays I beat it with no death.Now... you see... I am also a pnp RPG player so I give a lot of value to my roleplaying and to understand and getting the ''feeling'' as being my Shep (reasons that I also understand the no stopping time and no death rule you proposed).
Although I had _many_ saves to import to ME3, I decided to make one last run near to ME3's release, to, again, get the ''right'' feeling. I've ended ME2 2 hours after ME3 was available. Although I have many ME saves, I can say my Shepard is pretty much the same on them. That's the way I see Shep, which I think it contributes more to my immersion to the character according to your terms. Almost the same personality, same major decisions, same world's view, same looks.
Now, let me tell you my Shepard's story, please pay attention:As a colonist, my Shepard got to learn that impotence is a sin, as she couldn't do nothing but to watch her family, friends and home to be destroyed.
That had an effect over my Shep's personality. The world ain't that pink after you experience something like that, and since she experienced that early in life, she couldn't really get to learn much more about the pink side either.
My Shep grew a tough person, which later made her to be known as ''the butcher of torfan'' (ruthless p.prof). That kind of events, would just contribute my Shep to be more distant to some stuff.
She wasn't a **** nor a kind heart (paragade more to renegade), she was there to get the job done. She was an ok person but very military (and with a strange obsession for what I will call MY SHIP), and she wouldn't really give time for personal stuff, as she thought she didn't deserve that.
As ME1 events happened, she tried to distance herself from people by keeping the ''professional'' attitude, she cared about them yes, but not to let that interfere in the operation. All that matters is to get the job done, no matter the cost.
Getting the job done was the source of satisfaction for her. She had to sacrifice one of her squadmates in Virmire, which had an impact on her, yes. Something else for her to remember to not get personal attachment. Nothing can interfere with what must be done. So yea, by sacrificing her personal life she could always succeeed in the end. And so she did against Saren.
But then........ SHE DIED.
And what!? The Aliance didn't even care? As she sees how things went after her death, she just realizes....... dafuq was all this for?
Then yea, she will do things for her own ego, still getting the job done and revenge-thirsty for the collectors. (full renegade ftw)
As she allows that change to happen and cares more about herself, she slowly allows people to get in her life. And, in this second opportunity of living she is being given, yea, she starts to allow herself to experience that.
And the change starts to happen (more paragon choices here)...
As Liara asks her in LotSB, what is she fighting for?
Yes, it is for Garrus.It is for Mordin, Legion, Thane, Samara, etc.
She found out what really matters to her, and although this adds to strenght, also adds to weakness.
Shep IS flawed.
She defeats the collectors, victory, yes, and she is happy by being near to her LI and true friends. But then.... the job must be done again, and she blows up the relay in arrival, and despite of her effort of doing the right thing for everyone's sake, what she can get is being grounded.
She KNOWS what is at stake, yet, she can do nothing, by the laws of men, those she has been serving. Again, impotence at its best.
And. The reapers come. And as if all Shep has already gave into the cause was not enought, she needs to go back there and fight. Yes, survival.
In ME3 my Shep was a paragade more to paragon now. she was human anought now, and took her to die to realize that, she was never so human after those implants.
In the final assault, she took Garrus with her,they'd walk hell togheter, as it has to be, there is no Shepard without Vakarian, and she took Javik, because he DESERVED to be there in the final blow to compensate his honor to his people.
As she gets blasted, she doesn't even care about their fate?
The fate of the people she was really fighting for?
What would give her strenght to fight? NO. That is wrong. My Shepard is a flawed human. Not the idealistic hero that will think of the cause just for the beauty of it.
She learned things do not work that way, she DID have her personal stake there.
She was NOT a Mary Sue. She KNEW her limitations. And she KNEW what she was fighting for. The ending was NOTHING like my Shepard.
And neither me or my Shepard like the endings.
And you will tell I don't understand my Shepard because of that? Do you really believe that?
Is it really me who is not getting it here?
EDIT: Formating
Modifié par Asuka Bianchini, 28 mars 2012 - 10:35 .