I was also feeling physically sick for a day or so afterward, I remember losing appetite and losing the will to do anything, reading... watching T.V., calling friends or talking to start with, I barely felt like standing up. I felt... empty, lost, it's kind of difficult to really identify the kind of mood I was in, but "depression" is the closest one I can think of. I also felt similarly at work for the following week, it was more "controlled" and my work allowed to temporarily set aside most of my emotions and thoughts.
But when it came time to sit down for 20 minutes to eat it all came down crashing on my consciousness. I had one of my colleagues even asking me if anything was going on, he noticed how I just barely talked and looking so... neutral and cold for the whole week, I just told him it was nothing important (he wouldn't have understood anyway he's not a gamer and he basically hates video games anyway, he would have thought I was crazy, so I just avoided the subject altogether).
All in all it took me around two weeks to really "get over it" and move on. As of now (and since about two weeks I'd say) I'm back in business. I canonized my own stuff, forgot what had to be forgotten and when it comes to talking about the endings I take it with a grain of salt, I try to laugh about it when I can, and I often use sarcasm to pinch BioWare (Mac and Casey mostly) about it.
Modifié par Lyrandori, 02 avril 2012 - 07:10 .





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