A drink which drives you completely insane, stripping from you every reason you had for going through with it in the first place. A death that means only that you were 'unworthy' - one that does not even stall the enemy if you do not survive.
I know mental anguish so great that it makes deliberately taking the bullet from the gun seem like the preferable option. I'm guessing you do not, and that is why you treat it in so cavalier a manner while preaching on the horrors that you have seen.
And perhaps with his upbringing, Ser Jory should have been more like you. I can understand that line of thinking; he was a knight, born and bred to soldiering. Still, I don't find it implausible to believe he would have embraced a Knight's death while backing down from one less "glorious."
You would be wrong. I once sat on the ledge of a 15 storey building and looked down at the ground like it was Heaven. Only the grilles prevented me from jumping - that and the 10 people outside my door keeping me from going anywhere else.
The drink doesn't drive you insane, you know.
Actually, more like Mad-Scientist Dr. Moreau talk. Even with the Chantry keeping tight rein on the Circle mages, magic was still seen by many as the stuff of Maleficars and Abominations and the source of the blight.
Magic terrified Jory - you could see it if played as a mage and spoke to him before heading out to the wilds. And that may have played into his balking at the ritual.
I played as a Mage my first time and that conversation cemented my opinion of him as a wuss.
He allowed his fear to control him and it made him make a bad decision. That makes him both a coward and an idiot. I don't mind people who know fear - only the pathologically insane don't, but for god's sake, keep it under control!
I suspect you might, if your Commanding Officer ordered it. Not out of cowardice, but out of a sense of obedience to the chain of command that leaves no room for question.
Much like Loghain's second, who's name I can't remember. Though at least she hesitated before following the order that left her king to die.
If I leave a post under command, then it is not desertion but an order. It could be because such defense was no longer necessary, or because the unit in question was irrevocably lost anyway - or a hundred other reasons. The one reason it won't be is that I was too chicken to defend my fellow soldier and thus left him to die without a snowball's chance in hell of surviving.
Blank Syndrome:
Yes, absolutely. I simply do not advocate "survival of humanity" no matter the cost and cannot condone some of the Grey Wardens' activities, this being one of them; I agree to disagree on these matters.
I think you should ask Bioware next time for the "civilian massacre" option, so you can go around putting villages to the sword instead of letting the Darkspawn have them. You know, because you think it's morally objectionable to do what's necessary to save their lives.
It's easy to go around pointing out that something is morally questionable when YOU don't have to go down there and make those decisions. Tell you what. The next time you're faced with a decision that allows you to sacrifice the lives of your entire family so that you can stand for what you believe in, post here - I'll give you a shout out and kudos for practicing what you preach - and condolences for the death of your loved ones, of course.





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