bc525 wrote...
CulturalGeekGirl wrote...
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Yet in the ending, no matter what, a Shepard who believes in both free will and diversity is forced to compromise who he is.
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As I wrote a while back, my Shepard was of a single-minded motivation to stop the Reapers, most logically by destroying them. It was my Shepard’s mode and modus, his central kick. We had gone to extensive effort to construct our Crucible super-weapon, but for some reason at the moment of truth, the dang thing wouldn’t work. My Shepard shared Hackett’s bewilderment … “Nothing’s happening!”
Shepard had very likely been mortally wounded. He’d staggered past piles of corpses, he’d finally dispatched The Illusive Man, and he’d watched his buddy Anderson die. And now our wonderful super-weapon had fizzled?! A pretty dark frame of mind at that point, to say the least. Basically, this was not going well. Ultimate failure was becoming a real possibility.
So when the Catalyst Child revealed the trigger that would launch some doom at the Reapers, understandably my Shepard had the reaction of “Let’s light this candle!” However, it did complicate matters when the Calalyst also revealed the Geth, EDI, synthetics, technology, etc. would be destroyed as well. I was prepared for Shepard to make the ultimate sacrifice himself, but I wasn’t quite prepared for the extent of the collateral damage that would come with that.
But I noticed while firing at the pressure point that would launch our Crucible into action, Shepard seemed to straighten and gain strength as he was firing. To me that confirmed Shepard was totally committed to this course of action, so much so that he actually moved into the blast.
I related with the Diversity theme extremely well, and that point was wonderfully depicted by the Prothean character’s attitudes. Through discussions with Javik, it was discovered that a major reason the Protheans did in fact fail was the lack of diversity throughout their empire. I saw the Synthesis option in complete conflict with our cycle’s notable strength – our diversity. Synthesis was a no-go.
I equated the Control option with Indoctrination, which confused me that this option was colored in Paragon Blue. As many have pointed out, the confrontation with The Illusive Man was very fresh in my mind, and the Control option just had failure written all over it. Control was a no-go.
So through the ending sequence, my Shepard’s feelings during the entire journey were being confirmed. The Destroy option was indeed present, and of his available options, it was the way to proceed. At some point I was willing to understand my Shepard’s free will would be compromised and his hand could be forced to fulfill his destiny. That breaking of the theme of free will seems to be the largest obstacle for many folks.
Looking back at your pro-ender categories, I just don’t see that Cat one would apply to me. I guess I somewhat fall into Cat’s two and three. I did feel that the Destroy option was the most acceptable available option, and for the most part I didn’t totally invest in the theme of complete and utter free will. I was aware of a sense of destiny for Shepard, albeit a somewhat dark and difficult one.
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Up to a point, this tracks very closely with my thinking as I was trying to make sense of what was being presented to me, but it's stated with far greater clarity than I could have stated it. I dismissed Control and Synthesis for exactly the reasons you did, and so Destroy seemed to be the only choice left. This, though, is where we part ways. My Shepard had just brokered a peace between the Quarians and the Geth, and had been horrified to then watch Legion choose to sacrifice himself in order to secure that peace. In fact, both the Quarians and the Geth were
choosing peace, and would have to actively continue to
choose it every day to make it last.
This is when I saw the Catalyst as a little translucent, lying absurdity. No event whose occurrence is completely dependent on sentient beings' freedom to
choose can ever be predicted with absolute certainty. This logic holds no matter how many times the event has occurred in the past, because precedence is not a factor. Even if every prior cycle of organic evolution has resulted in a conflict between organic and synthetic in which organic life is threatened,
this has no bearing -- NO BEARING -- on what might happen given a subsequent instance of that evolutionary process.
(Ironically, a non-biased analysis of the notion of a technological singularity supports this, because it only states that the event horizon of the singularity is something we can't see beyond. It in no way suggests the probability or inevitability of a conflict as a result. That suggestion was just the completely unscientific, fear-mongering drama that Vinge and others insisted on bolting on to the hypothesis.)
But to make the Catalyst's contentions even more absurd, the circumstances leading to the terrible outcome it is supposedly acting to prevent have not been allowed to occur for millions of years because of its own meddling. So here we have a being that has interrupted a process asking us to believe, contrary to the (very recent) events in evidence, that its intervention has prevented something inevitable that would be even more catastrophic than its intervention.
So, even though the Catalyst's credibility lies somewhere deep within the range of negative integers, it now expects me to accept three unacceptable options as the
only possible options.
"This can't be," I think as I search for some cue that will tell me I can't possibly be hamstrung the way I think I am right now. "The Catalyst's absurd claims have to be challenged along with these ridiculous choices."
I want Shepard to be able to say "Just what kind of 'intelligence' are you if you think that sentient beings exercising free will over millennia of development will always make choices that result in a single, inevitable outcome? What you're really telling me is that, based on observation, you made an indefensible assumption that you want me to accept based solely on the assertion that I'm not smart enough to recognize inevitability when it's staring me in the face!"
By the way, this is the same big ol' slab of baloney Agent Smith tried to hand Neo in
The Matrix:
"You hear that, Mr. Anderson? That is the sound of inevitability."Even though, like Neo, we see there's really nothing inevitable about it, our only option is to say, "Oh, OK. I thought that was what it sounded like. This feels really significant and profound, so how could I possibly question it? Inevitability, here I come..."
Modifié par SkaldFish, 24 avril 2012 - 09:45 .