Hawk227 wrote...
@ CG Girl
I understand what you're saying. When I respond with "well actually this..." or "personally, I think this..." it's because I have a very different reason for being here. I'm here for some sort of catharsis. I just want to debate this with people that feel similarly. I want to share my interpretation, and experience others. I really enjoyed my debate with optimistickied a while back because he was opening my perspective a little. I didn't agree with him, but I was seeing things I hadn't seen before. I like the exercise of finding all the different ways it can be fixed. Analytically searching for those nice solutions that fits into the narrative. I enjoy the debate and the sharing of ideas. Not because I want to assert my clearly superior interpretation (sarcasm), but because I enjoy the back and forth. I enjoyed Keyrlis's link because it was filled with connections I hadn't made. I enjoy the sharing of ideas. I like to see that this mess really can be saved any number of ways. I guess in a way, I am here to rewrite the script to the phantom menace. Not because it'll get made, but just for the sake of my headcannon, or whatever. I'm not a writer, I have no real investment in the idea that maybe I can influence Bioware, although I'm hoping they are reading the contributions of you, dray, sable phoenix, keyrlis, strange aeons and so many others.
Having a biology background, and trying not to get too caught up in the debates over the mess that is "synthesis", I can sort of understand your feeling of being hamstrung. If only I could just explain to BW that synthetics don't have DNA, or that you can't just change DNA so it encodes for microchips!
I came here for different purposes, first to ask WTF, then to reason with the illogical, and finally to rage at the incompetence of others (LOVE that comic link!).
Not really the third so much until I noticed the general motiv of people's responses. Then I found this thread, and it has been my tether to the sanity of hope, and the hope of sanity as regards the endings. Now, I too come for the catharsis of tasting new and different opinions on how the end can, and can not, relate to reality.
I base this thread as my BioWare homepage, so I can see the newest additions to the arguments both for and against the endings as they stand. If I feel like being mad after that, I find a short thread with short words and shorter tempers, and just throw logic and wrath as though they were lightning bolts of truth hurled by Zeus. I try to remain civil, but inarguably authoritative, like Sovereign, until I calm down, until I smell trolls here. Then I turn green and ogre-like with bile, reporting offenders and smashing egos while cutting the trolls down with the double-edged sword of witty retort.
Why?
Because just like the ME universe, I have come to have a feeling of ownership with this thread, and I have a total compulsion to protect it. I have to wonder how often Dr. Dray wishes his students were as impassioned and willing to defend his ideas as the ME fans in the thread.
Now I won't go so far as to say that I wouldn't rather have a definitive ending, but I do admit that I would never have parsed so much data or felt such indignancy if the endings were more closed-ended. Some people may think that anything so reaction-provoking must be good. Without making the mistake of treading upon 'Godwin's Law' territory here, may I point out that even with the wealth of discussion and controversy about the second world war does not lead me to sympathise with the ****s for creating the discussion: Some questions need not to be asked.
I would have hoped for a wonderful narrative that had gently guided me to these discussions; Instead, I was dropped off a (space)ship into a sea of confusion where these possibilities are but thin, easily broken branches held out by other "survivors" to keep me just barely afloat while BioWare decides whether or not to throw us a life preserver (which may wind up having just as many holes as the ship itself).
As I told Drayfish, I may choose to make my own acceptable narrative, and may even convince myself that the uber-impressive graphics of my HD imagination are more detailed than the dross of the EC, should it fail to satisfy. I may choose to rewrite the code within my mind so that the Indoctrination Theory has more truth to me than the auto-dialog ending we are offered. All these exercises of mind are my true CHOICE, if I am denied one in-game.
That doesn't make the game less disappointing, and perhaps even moreso, since I will simultaneously be doing the heavy lifting of scene design and game mechanics I expect developers to carry, and trying to suspend the disbelief of my own imaginary story.
You argue any point in here that you want to. Ever since I read Piers Anthony's
The Source of Magic in high school, I have thought that the best way to understand your beliefs is to argue against them; To be the Devil's Advocate, and see the symmetry and dissonance in both sides
. I'll act as my own magic brain coral and attempt to fully debate against myself. It is a whole lot easier, however, to come here and argue against people who truly believe just as I do. To know yourself, you must also know what you are NOT, as we are just as defined by the infinity within us as we are by the infinity of that which is without.