gearseffect wrote...
Opps I so totally posted this in the wrong thread...
I understand that you want to come up with a concept of your own. Trust me, I do get it. It would be original. But I think I can safely say for most of us, we are willing not to only to help ourselves but to help others as well. After all it was a Thanemancer who inspired the PAX project. Visii could have been all about herself, but like her, we all feel nothing but compassion for others. There are people like mnomaha, who setup a facebook page for everyone as well. I guess you can say we are nothing but a passionate group of people. I am supporting Miri’s project and inviting you in as well because of that same reason. I just like to see everyone get the fix that they want. There is no ego on my part, but simply heart.
When I was asked to come over and check out their poster idea, I did think it was quite odd. I had been running mine for awhile now in the main forum. However, putting my ego aside, I went over there and try to encourage the poster idea. You can back track into their thread and you can see me being supportive and encouraging an alliance. I even went ahead and tried to explain what I was doing over here at some point. The moment they formed a group, I joined. I wanted to support them in their goal, regardless of the fact that there was a good chance that many of them would not agree in what I was doing here.
When I first saw that two mods come into the group, I was mad. I will admit to that. But after last night, I just told myself that it was for the extended cut and Thane is already dead. I tried to let it go, but after I was told that they got praised for their work on the poster. Well I had moment, for the first time exactly (after this whole Thane mess) I just cried. I understand that they can’t tell us anything yet, but I did build my poster from the ground up. I haven’t been living my life on BSN lately, trying to give people a voice for nothing. There have been so many people hurt over with what happen, my goal is to inspire BW in the same way that I was inspired to do this poster in the first place. There is way too many people hoping and relying on me to open up the door for them. At first I didn’t realize completely what I was doing, but now I get it. I have to make this happen and with something like this happening, I am in the awful place of feeling that I am going to let everyone down. I have people, from around the globe looking to me to get BW to realize how much of a problem that Thane’s death is. It’s a lot riding on my shoulders. I’m really a nobody to be honest and now I am face with something too big that I don’t know if I can even accomplish it.
If they just cut me a break… just a little bit… I wouldn’t be living a nightmare right now. But I did open up the door for a chance for some acknowledgement; I have to go forth regardless what happen lately.
I am just kind of annoyed at the moment. I didn’t create this mess, they did. I have spent two months now having people wanting to talk to me because I simply draw Thane art. They want to talk to someone whom they can relate too. Dude, if you can only read about some of the horror stories that I had to deal with, it would just break your heart.
I am just tired of seeing how this company thinks it’s okay to ignore the fans that they hurt the most.
I’m going to stay positive, I’m hoping through the poster, the ideas I am currently collecting and my letter…which is going to take me forever to accomplish. It will get the point across. Something really really bad happen here and it’s no longer okay to ignore the issue.
Modifié par Squeegee83, 10 mai 2012 - 06:58 .
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