Raistlin Majare 1992 wrote...
Heretic_Hanar wrote...
Thing is, that we know exactly what being indoctrinated is like, in very close detail from a first person perspective. Mass Effect Retribution shows us this.
What is experienced by Paul Grayson is absolutely nothing like anything Shepard experiences through the trilogy. It's completely different. Nothing that Shepard experiences comes even close to what Paul Grayson experienced when undergoing indoctrination. Anything the ITers put forward as "Shepard under influence of indoctrination" is nothing like what we see happening to Paul Grayson.
Granted, Paul Grayson was being indoctrinated by nanites and not by a reaper signal, though whether there actually is any difference between the two is completely unknown. As far as I understood these nanites in Graysons brain also used a signal to influence his brain and indoctrinate him.
I havent read the comic, but wasent Paul Grayson allready at the point where he dident really ahve control of his own actions any longer?
First of al: It's not a comic, but a book.
Second: No. We see the process of indotrination in Grayson from the very start to finish, all from a first-person perspective from Grayson. We see how it all starts with a subtile tingling in the back of his skull and strange ringing in his ears, then he hears indistinct whispers, noises, coming from inside his head. The voices become louder and eventually he can even understand them. The voices talk to him, give him suggestions, tell him what to do, what to feel, what to think. The voices are creepy and Grayson doesn't trust them at first, but over time the voices become more familiar and start to sound more reasonable. Most of all, the voice that talk to him start to sound and feel like his own voice, his own thoughts. He can no longer make a clear distinction between the alien voices and his own thoughts. Over time, there is no longer such distinction. The voices are now his voice, their thoughts are now his thoughts, their goal is now his goal, their reasoning is now his reasoning. He tries to resist, but resisting only hurts like hell. The pain is unbearable. The only way to make the pain go away is by giving in.
Grayson is pretty impressible. He manages ot resist indoctrination up to the point where he's almost completely entralled. Even when he's physically a complete monster with synthetic parts growing out of his body, he still manages to stay in control of his own thoughts to some extent. This results in bipolar and schizophrenic behavior. It's a battle of willpower. What is interesting is that the reapers try to use Graysons past against him. Grayson did a lot of horrible stuff and he was a good for nothing red sand addict. He tried to become a better person, a better father and not a red sand addict. The reapers tried to convince Grayson that he can't change who he truly is, that he should just accept that he's a dirty good-for-nothing red sand addict and a horrible father. I think the reapers do this to tear down Graysons willpower, so he becomes easier to control.
Modifié par Heretic_Hanar, 12 décembre 2012 - 01:59 .