sH0tgUn jUliA wrote...
Got ya... okay. I did read your original post. It's just that the discussion veered off in this direction so I went with it.
You ORIGINALLY said:
Trillions of deaths from the reapers, lives destroyed in the most
horrible way possible. By using the crucible you are justifying what the
reapers have done to countless organic cycles.
By using the
crucible you are justifying that all trillions of deaths were worth it
just to save your one cycle. It is selfish and ignores those who died to
actually stop the reapers, not submit to them.
Synthesis is the ultimate renegade option, you are saying the ends justify the means.
You've built a big ****ing gun, and you've got it pointed at the head of this reaper AI that is trying to negotiate with you. It wants you to join with them in Synthesis. It will accept your Control. It will resign to being Destroyed. If you Refuse to do anything it will simply continue what it has been doing because it knows no different.
So what you're saying is that it is better to become a jar of human preserves than to destroy the thing to save our cycle, because you think this somehow dishonors the trillions it has already killed? That by destroying it with this big ****ing gun, you justify what it has been doing?
Do I have it right now?
The only valid reason I can see for refusing (and I'd pick the shooting option) the Starbrat is giving the middle finger to BW for giving us this s*** f*** of an ending to Shepard's story.
First I want to say something in regards to my views on refuse and in terms of the decision we would make in real life. The context we view a story in, compared to the way we view a situation in our lives is pretty different even when you make choices ingame that represent what you want in life. The choice I would make ingame is not the same as I would make in real life, and I can't say what I would do in real life because I thankfully have not been put in a situation where I had to make a choice between what I thought was best overall for the world or saving the lives of the people I care about. The reason is not because your beliefs change but because your viewing it from another PoV and context, and perception can change your views of what is right and wrong in that choice.
A good example of someone who made a wrong choice, which was actually right under the context would be Gerrel choosing to fire on the geth dreadnaught, it was wrong because what was happening in the galaxy and what Shepard and the geth were involved in what something greater then the war between his people and the geth, however Gerrel was technically correct to have done what he did based on what he knew.
Now when it comes to the final choice, there is a large disconnect between how I viewed my Shepard before and how I viewed him during it. I can't connect my with my Shepard or argue what was actually important to him (or me) so I find myself become less emotionally invested in the actual choice itself in terms of how it will effect my Shepard because to some extent (not completely) I dont really care, what is important to me with this choice is how it will effect the story as a whole and what I want for the galaxy afterwords. So to those who think I am insane for picking refuse I will admit that in part my disconnect from the character itself plays a part in that.
Although I would like to say that picking refuse felt natural, it felt right. And a point others have said that I will steal because I agree with it is that it was the only ending in which the dialogue actually felt like something Shepard would say (even if you say he wouldn't make that choice to begin with).
Earlier in the thread I had made a point that regardless of your actions, or even that of the reapers I believed that life would continue on, something which I find quite beautiful. And no matter how much damage the reapers do, and no matter how long they did it for there are things they could not change. If the reapers vanished tomorrow then the entire threat the reapers existed to prevent would still be there and arguably no different then it was before they existed. The reapers are a larger then life villian, but only by an organic perception, in terms of how the galaxy operated overall they really did not have very much impact even on their own cause. Even if they wiped out one cycle the next would be the exact same.
From this view I can say the Catalyst is very much a victim of his own cycle without even knowing it. He is caught in events that can not be changed and the entire time he could only keep resetting it to a point that it could be controlled properly, however it really could not because there is no such thing as perfect cycle. Organics as a whole may end up making the same choices and eventually was may full victim to those consequences but there will always be factors that make it unique, Shepard is one of these examples because Shepard was able to do something no organic was able to do before. The Protheons passing on the crucible to the next cycle should have never been allowed and yet because one piece of information was passed down from cycles, the next cycle was changed slightly. I remember thinking how appropriate the name "mass effect" was for the first game not only because the game is based around choices, but how watching 1 choice effected another and how that effected something else and so on. The protheons surviving the cycle long enough to change the citadel, the reaper invasion not starting when it was suppose to and in result humans been pulled into a cycle they could have missed entirely had it started on time.
What I am getting at is that everything that built up to the crucible and these events in the story was not based around 1 action and was not controlled by one person, it happened as a result of multiple uncontrollable things in the story coming together, things the catalyst thought it could control, but couldn't.
This is why the reaper defeat will happen regardless, because there is too many unknown factors that they can not control, and no matter how powerful they are or how many reapers they have they can still die because 1 tiny piece of information passed from one cycle to the next can result in their defeat (as it does no matter what you choose at the end) and I 100% thinks the catalyst sees this too (even if he only realizes it the moment Shepard trys to activate the crucible). His cycle is not perfect and never was. It was never really a solution to anything, and essentially he
needed the crucible to be fired.
I stated that the catalyst was just as much a victim of the cycles as organics or the reapers were and I also feel that to some extent his existance was unavoidable or to some extent necessary (in the context of the story at least... Definitely not needed in the series itself) however he can not do anything but degrade the galaxy, he did not do anything that, after the reapers are gone, would have benefitted anything or anyone, and certainly less so for the people involved in the cycles. He sacrificed more lives to prevent something when letting nature take its course would arguably have caused less suffering and destruction then war between organics and synthetics would (letting organics survive with the intention of killing them later does not count to me as been good for anyone long term) and the chaotic progression of the galaxy actually provides more hope towards peace between organics and synthetics then anything he ever did could, and it also is what eventually defeats the reapers in a certain way.
In mass effect and its story the single most powerful force I personally can see is chaos. Or Chaos > Reapers. In 2 endings you use the crucible to try and control the progression of the galaxy, one through control of the reapers (Which is pointless to me since I dont actually see the reapers as capable of having a real positive effect on life) and synthesis which completely deny's chaos altogether, in synthesis you are trying to put the galaxy in a state that is for lack of a better way to describe it static, and it will not grow or evolve because it no longer needs to. It makes complete sense why the Catalyst finds this the ideal solution. It essentially defeats chaos.
This chaos and growth which the catalyst is a part of has done more good then the catalyst ever did in the story.
Now destroy lets the chaos continue, however it forces you to destroy the Geth and EDI. I am going to steal another point in this thread that someone else stated that what is ironic is that even though this is the only option that can be made that allows organics and synthetics to exist in peace without reaper control, it requires you to wipe out synthetics. And the ending that lets both live is the one that submits to the logic that neither can live in peace together.
I fully believe organics and synthetics can live in peace, even if you argue it would take something as big as the reaper threat to unite them, they are still capable of working together. However most my hopes for peace lie on the shoulders of the Geth and EDI, and by killing them I am effectively killing all my hopes for that peace as well. If it took a reaper threat to unite both then what is there to let me believe the new synthetics won't end up at war with organics based on the threat, its something I can certainly chance, but it is a future that looks to repeat itself (for me) because of the sacrifice required.
When I am given the choice to use the crucible I look at all 3 options and all I can see is futures that I dont care about or feel that are actually beneficial to the galaxy and its progression, and they are coming from someone who has never had any interest in what is actually best for the galaxy or anyone in it and instead whos views directly contradict what I feel is best, which is to let life continue its course naturally, chaos is NOT a bad thing. It is a choice I can only make because I feel the story forced me to or because it is the only way to not kill everyone, but thats it, otherwise I am only help the catalyst accomplish something that will only impede on real organic growth.
I care very much about the characters in the mass effect story and would say I have grown much more attached to them then any other story I have ever invested my time into. The entire nature of the crucible sticks out in the story like a sore thumb, making the choice feel much more disconnected and unnatural (almost like an entirely different story) and that in part makes it hard to even consider the characters I grew to love and weigh there lives in equation, because for this one moment in the story I am no longer Shepard, I am just a player sitting behind his monitor and asking himself what I want and what I believe is best for the galaxy in terms of using the crucible.
And once my personal feelings towards my cycle vanished, refuse became the only option that made sense, the only one that had the possibility to grow without the need to control it or make it static or force a logic on organics simply for the sake of continuing to exist.
Its something that is not easy to explain. And not to people that are so set in their own PoV on the story. Next time someone asks me why I chose refuse I will tell them because it was the most natural choice I could make. But it is not one made out of spite, even if my dislike for the ending factors into it... Anyways to anyone crazy enough to actually read this... ty, you have every bit of right to bash away at whatever you disagree with now

Edit: I kind of want overboard on this post moreso my own reasons then to make any actual point if anyone is curious. I did not feel I explained my beliefs well at all earlier in the thread and was hoping to try again, although I still probably did not do that well.
Modifié par Isichar, 18 août 2012 - 06:46 .