I'm going to just come out and say this at the outset - the war with the Reapers was unwinnable. They have been harvesting the galaxy for countless cycles, and had never encountered anything resembling a unified resistance - until Commander Sheppard. But it wouldn't have made a difference.
Each ending - Control (my ending), Synthesis, Destroy and Refusal - are all designed to reflect these impossible odds. By choosing one, it would mean that the war with the Reapers would end, but it would not be without tremendous and far-reaching consequences.
Throughout the trilogy, I played my Sheppard as 100% Paragon, never deviating from that course:
In ME1, I stopped Wrex from being executed, because he didn't deserve it. He was a Krogan and was understandably upset at what had happened to his people (I couldn't save Kaiden however. If I could, I would have);
In ME2, I stood in opposition to the Illusive Man at every opportunity, and chose to destroy the Collector Base at the end. Why? Because I was loath to think that countless lives would be lost if Cerberus gained the use of their technology
In ME3, I chose to reveal everything I knew about the Genophage to the Krogan, and refused point-blank to entertain the Dalatrass's request.
I also chose to allow the Geth to upload the Reaper code into their consciousness, and convinced Tali and the Quarians that it was for the best; even managing to keep her as a valued member of my team.
Even at the end, I refused to kill The Illusive Man. Why? Because, even in his indoctrinated stupor, I was convinced he could be redeemed.
So when it came to the end, I knew that there really was only one choice for me - countless trillions of sapients (organic and artificial) had lost their lives needlessly, and it would be unconscionable for me to allow any more to die. Therefore, I chose to sacrifice myself so that 'the many' could be saved; and that their losses would be remembered for eternity.
Despite the countless horrors perpetrated by The Reapers, under my hand, their tremendous power could be used for the betterment of the Galactic Community and assist in post-war reconstruction.
At no point was I expecting (or would ever expect) forgiveness for them, but they could spend the rest of their eternal existence making amends.
To answer the OP's original question - the ending I chose is in no way unfair to my Paragon Sheppard (and the key word here is 'my'). It is merely a reflection of the overwhelming odds she faced at the outset of Mass Effect 3, and in no way does it betray her ideals.
Aquilla Ivy Sheppard - may your human form rest in piece and your consciousness strive to maintain those ideals you lived by and fought for throughout your career.
The Galaxy will remember you.
Modifié par Roguefan, 08 octobre 2012 - 09:26 .