Hmmmm, toolset time on the Rinna conversation. *grin* It doesn't change my opinion at all, but it sure is interesting!
Zevran: My last mission before this one... did not end well. (grim, he is not eager to discuss it but feels he has to)
Warden: What happened?
Zevran: You must realize that until that day I was cocky and arrogant. I was the best Crow in Antiva, I believed, and I bragged of my conquests often... both as an assassin and lover. (telling an unhappy story)
Warden: You were more cocky and arrogant?
Zevran: Chuckles Indeed. I was often told I was insufferable... right before I ended up in bed with someone. Such is how it was. (amused but still laced with sadness)
Zevran: One of the Crow masters grew tired of my boasting. My bid for an incredibly difficult mark was accepted, much to my surprise: A wealthy merchant with many guards and completely silent. (telling an unhappy story)
Zevran: Taliesen agreed to be part of my team, as well as an elven lass named Rinna. She was... a marvel. Tough, smooth, wicked. Eyes that gleamed like justice. Everything I thought I desired. (telling an unhappy story)
Warden: And you fell in love.
Zevran: Rinna was special. I had closed off my heart, I thought, but she touched something within me. It frightened me. (sad, perhaps even guilty)
Zevran: When Taliesen revealed to me that Rinna had accepted a bribe from the merchant, told him of our plan, I readily agreed that she needed to pay the price and allowed Taliesen to kill her. (telling an unhappy story)
Zevran: Rinna begged me not to. On her knees, with tears in her eyes, she told me that she loved me and had not betrayed us. I laughed in her face and said that even if it were true, I didn't care. (telling an unhappy story -- his heart is breaking a little bit at this point)
Warden: But that wasn't true.
Zevran: I convinced myself it was. (sad)
Zevran: Taliesen cut her throat and I watched her bleed as she stared up at me. I spat on her for betraying the Crows. (telling an unhappy story)
Zevran: When Taliesen and I finally assassinated the merchant we found the true source of his information. Rinna had not betrayed us after all. (the end of his unhappy story -- shaking his head that he had done something so terrible to one he loved)
Zevran: I... wanted to tell the Crows what we had done, our mistake. Taliesen convinced me not to. He said it would be a foolish waste. So we reported that Rinna had died in the attempt. (sad, guilty)
Zevran: We needn't have bothered. The Crows knew what we had done. The master who disliked me told me so to my face. He said the Crows knew... and they didn't care. And one day my turn would come. (sad, guilty)
Warden: So you felt guilty?
Zevran: I felt empty. I felt as if I was nothing. I felt as if she had been nothing. (sad, guilty)
Zevran: You once asked why I wanted to leave the Crows. In truth, what I wanted was to die. What better way than to throw myself at one of the fabled Grey Wardens? (sad)
Zevran: And then... this happened. And here I am. (sad, said with a shrug -- he had wanted to die but fate had a different plan)
Warden: Why did you tell me this?
Zevran: You have been a friend to me, and more. Far more than I deserve. (sad but feeling better about it) (IF: APP_ZEVRAN_ROMANCE_ACTIVE)
Zevran: Whatever it is I sought by leaving Antiva, I think I have found it. I owe you a great deal.
Warden: I'm glad to have you with me.
Zevran: Let us return to your mission, shall we? Suddenly I do not feel like standing about. (shaking off his melancholy)
Edit: Formatting
Also to add: It's easy to overanalyze the whole story. What happened changed him profoundly, and I think that more than anything is what is important about the story. Whether the love was real or infatuation, it's not really the point I don't think.
Second edit: Sami jo, you said it much better than I did.
Modifié par ejoslin, 02 juin 2010 - 01:54 .