ejoslin wrote...
Raiynsong wrote...
Regarding what someone said about Zevran being comfortable around people other than the warden. I'm not sure I believe that, exactly. My take on it is that with others, he can easily slip into a "persona" --the sexy assassin rake-- whereas with the warden he finds himself unable to carry that out. Maybe at the beginning it has to do with his oath but obviously as his feelings grow it has more to do with that.
I agree that the only person Zevran lets himself be himself with is the Warden. I'm not sure that he's uncomfortable with people (he really seems to be a genuine people person) so much as, as you put it, he slips into a persona. He does like to perform, for sure.
It's hard to say. When you listen to his banters, he definitely comes across as open; he laughs off insults, plays along and teases everyone, flirts, has fun. He's genuinely a fun person, I think, with a fabulous personality. What most people don't see, that the warden does, is the pain. But most of us don't bleed all over everyone we speak with, even with our friends. It's only the warden who he opens up with. But I'm not sure that indicates comfort level -- he's just a very easy going person to begin with. He's fun to have in a party because of that.
Gah, I am changing my mind all over the place on this.
Well, nothing to do with comfort but . . . does anyone else go squee when he threatens people? I swear, one of the sexiest moments in game is when he threatens to slit Anora's throat and throw her in the river. Another one is when he tells Murdock that ingrates have a remarkably low survival rate. WHY I love those lines, I'm not sure! But they're sexy anyway.
Edit: Ramante, your mage file should be enough, but I wouldn't delete anything just in case!
Ah, see... this is part of why this character is dear to me. The difference between his guarded and unguarded self. I can say from personal experience, that under some circumstances one learns to act comfortable with people... to act open and unguarded... when realy there is a seperation. It's hard to explain in non-personal terms, but I recognise it.
I, for example, can behave that way... joke, laugh off insults, charm strangers... it's a realy fun thing... but there is a disconect between one's self and those people you are interacting with. They can't effect you because you will not let them effect you. It makes you strong and adaptable, but it also makes you alone in the crowd. And when you are away, they have no lasting meaning to you.
But, if you connect with someone, LIKE someone, they effect you. And it is at times deaply unsettling, even as it is what any sane person lives for... to feal connected. It really does make one more awkward with said person, or people, more shy, because in such a state you are vulnerable.
It's like your computer's firewall when interacting with the internet. It's a firewall for interacting with people. It keeps any ill intentions, or any repercussions of your words or actions, from haveing an devistating efect on your core programing, the way you think, who you know you are. But when you let a connection through, let it interact, you are to some degree at the other's mercy.
I think it's something one forms if they don't fit in with normal society for whatever reason, and have known some act of betrayal after having invested their emotions in something or someone. Just like with a computer, you're a fool if you let a virus get in again. As long as you are keeping others out, you can be confident, but if yu are letting others in, that all goes out the window.
LOL The idea of him threatening people, of his own free will, but in your defence, is very sexy. It shows how powerful his sence of loyalty is, and that it's more than just because he's your indenture. If it were only that he works for you, he'd have no reason to speek up... if you wanted him to kill someone you'd order him to. But no, he's building a real relationship with you and WANTS to kill for you if it ever is necassary. Unlike the others in your party, he'll go out of his way to show his willingness. It's realy very sweet.
Modifié par EccentricSage, 02 mars 2010 - 08:31 .