She had just seen a dear friend murdered for begging not to be raped, her fiance murdered for trying to save her, and her best friend and cousin raped, all because a human lord and his friends viewed that as sport. She killed everyone in her way, completely in self-defense. Duncan, another human, told her he'd get her to the Dalish if she wanted, but then, even though he saved her life from yet more humans, the guards, decides to make her into a Grey Warden instead of taking her to the Dalish as he initially said he would.
So every human so far in her life has wanted to hurt her or at the very least, betray her and use her. She is forced to travel with human men, and then is forced to fight with them and has had to push all her feelings aside. As a result, she is completely numb, except this hate for human men. She has cold bloodedly murdered two by the time she leaves Ostagar. What's worse, is she now has to be nursemaid to yet another human, and will not have a part of it.
Fortunately for her, she finds a kindred of a sort, Leliana. She is not gay, but she needs to feel loved and Leliana, if nothing else, gives her the love and healing she needs, and falls in love in return. She falls in love with a person, not a woman, and it just happened to end up that way. The numbness has finally faded.
Her turning point actually was when she refused to help a human city, and saw the devastation that caused. No matter how angry and numb she was, she realized that no one deserved that, and that she alone was responsible for the deaths of all of those women and children.
So when she went to check on the Arl and found out that Conner was an abomination, she listened to Bann Teagan and Alistair, decided not to risk anyone else, and went to kill him. She also took pity on Isolde at the end and let her kill Conner. Alistair confronting her after that was a shock -- and pretty much convinced her that human men really are horrible. She hates Ferelden, hates humans, hates the religion that empowers the whole system.
So yes, when given an opportunity, she defiles the ashes of Andastre. She does not want this corrupt system getting any more powerful. And her lover turns on her for it, and tries to kill her.
I feel SO bad for this character. I'm not sure Zevran will ever leave the friend zone. She just may be entirely too broken.
Modifié par ejoslin, 31 janvier 2010 - 04:17 .




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