Sannox wrote...
You see, if he felt compelled to change the system, I'd see that as being moral too - that it bothered him. I agree about him not caring after the US - I suppose losing the warden, so soon after finally coming to believe in love, he defaults back to the Crows teaching. In that case, he might not bother to change the Crows, although I'm still not sure where the ambition comes from. It could be necessity (kill or be killed).
Maybe it is just semantics, but I think if he has any sense of right and wrong, he's not truly amoral. I think because he doesn't automatically give the message 'killing is wrong', he can come across as having no sense of right and wrong - because killing is probably the biggy that everybody 'knows' is wrong. But he doesn't act amoral (for instance, why does he never kill bystanders 'on purpose' if he enjoys killing?).
I think it's actually pretty unusual for people to be amoral - morals are so tied up in humanity. You can see even tiny children developing a strong sense of morality.
I think in the case of the Sacrifice he flings himself at the Crows like he flung himself at the Wardens. He wins, however unexpected, and finds himself being offered leadership of the organization. What better way to get himself killed than to be the leader of the Crows?
The way I see it, he didn't find it acceptable to simply kill himself after Rinna, he wanted to "suicide by cop" on the Warden. Perhaps he still insists on going down with a fight even after the Warden is gone.
That's how I've always seen it in my head-canon anyway. If the Warden dies, he picks up where he left off -- trying to get killed -- but he's way more tough to kill now, and it backfires. I've been meaning to write it in fic-form, sometime, because I can see it as very darkly-emotional, though I doubt I'm making
Alley do the Sacrifice. Martyrdom is not her style; I'd have to make Alistair absolutely refuse to do the Ritual for her to take the final blow, which she
would do at that point. Letting someone else die in her stead would
never be acceptable.
...Meh. My brains are lacking in tea.
Modifié par Aroihkin, 11 avril 2010 - 03:28 .