Sabriana wrote...
Zevran's regrets don't come across to my PC as 'fresh'. When he starts to trust her, he simply opens up more, and he says things like "I don't regret being with the women and men, but I regret many other things" (no verbatim), and he also says "I had to do a lot of bad things in my life". He talks about his scars and how she should just ignore them, like he does, and maybe they go away. I don't think he means outer scars, the way he says it it is clear to my PC that he's talking about inner scars.
The Zevran - Alistair conversation about sinning is also very telling. He does see his actions as sins.
My PC was very put off by him in the beginning, but the more she got to know him, the more she felt that most of his blunt statements at the beginning of their relationship were nothing but defenses.
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YES! When you first get Zevran, he has known nothing BUT being an assassin. A ****house boy until 7, and then a crow from then on. It has given him a life so far above what most elves get. He has never known real love, kindness, caring, compassion, friendship. What is amazing is not that he enjoys being an assassin and the power it gives him, but that underneath it all, he feels regrets and that he wants a different life.
And I agree about the old scars comment. When he speaks of his past, he's not boasting so much as talking about things that put him in a bad light. The mage who was able to trick him and use him (though it ended up well for him, bad for her), getting knocked out a window, fished out of a river, and robbed, having to make his way back to the safehouse naked, and of course that last mission. And even though he brings it up, he actually won't talk about the gruesome death by poisoning.
People are so afraid to take approval dings from their companions, but really, at least with Zevran, you can find out some fascinating stuff if you are decent to him, but not cheering him on. Really, I liked it when he pointed out to my warden that had he wanted to kill her,he could have easily poisoned her -- major approval ding, but great answer.
Anyway, I'm sure there's a point buried in all of this, so I'll end here.
Edit:
Sabriana wrote...
Heh, it's what he tells her after their first time, when she asks about 'love'.
"I was born of a wh**e and bred as an assassin. All I know is
pleasure and death. What room is there in these things for... love?"
That alone shows my PC a whole lot of the man. The words and the way he delivers them. That's why I have my PCs pick that one all the time, even though they lose approval. It's no big deal anyway, she doesn't have to dance on egg-shells around him anyway. He'll start trusting her as long as she isn't really mean and nasty, or completely ignores him.
Edited to fix the censor at least a bit. Really, it's in the game, gals and guys.
This really is the first time he's all but admitting that the Warden is shaking things up for him. It's obvious he's trying to convince himself of this. That IS all he was taught, and all he knows, yet he is already has deep feelings for the warden, which must be pretty bad for him.
Modifié par ejoslin, 08 février 2010 - 12:52 .