wwinters99 wrote...
Bioware, first and foremost, wants to make money at the end of the day. Normally, they create a game with the hopes it sells well enough to recoup the development costs and adds a hefty margin on top.
What if we paid for the development of a new ending? What does Bioware have to lose?
I have $23,753.78 in the bank. Bioware can have every last penny. I consider it an investment, not for a game, but my own happiness.
If I'm the only one who invests, so be it.
If my contribution results in a single text slide, it would be enough. It would mean that I made a difference, that I didn't give up, and that I didn't let Shepard down.
It's been nearly 8 months. I can't get over it. I cant move on. I tried to by happy. I've tried to forget.
I guess I'm just looking for a bit of hope, because I ran out of it a long time ago.
Man, do not get me wrong and do not take it as offence, but this is pathological in nature. I am a doctor and I highly recommend you to look for a local psychiatrist or psychologist (most probably you only need the latter). These are not your normal, everyday behaviour and feelings. And please, for Gods, your futures and your loved ones sake, do not waste your money, nor yourself on such a ridiculous thing.
You have to learn somehow again that this is just a game and has nothing to do with your prsonality, and your personal life or reality in general. I suspect that you were way too immersed and the line between your real emotional life and this game has blurred. You for whatever reasons (maybe rooted in your real life problems) used this game as a source of emotions and love, and a sanctuary where you could hide from the difficulties of reality. But you have to somehow rationalise that it is all fake and it is not you. What is happening to you is not a good thing. It does not sound that serious a case, but definitely needs professional attention (and real life relationships would be very important too).
Please do it for your own good!
Somehow you have to get back to reality and concentrate your emotions and love on people and your higher being if you believe in one, instead of simple products of fiction. It is very important!
And believe me. No doctor would laugh at your problem. The fact that you virtually live your emotional life in a video game world might sound ridiculous, but the problem itself and its possible consequences are not. I pray fro you to find a solution to this problem.
Modifié par GimmeDaGun, 26 octobre 2012 - 10:53 .