Obviously I never meant anything personal by what I have written, ad hominem has never been my thing, nor is it good for anyones soul - but the impassioned way I wrote, clearly swept up in the whole antagonistic community culture, defintely comes accross as mean spirited and or snarky and or "shouty" - towards a team that gave me some of my most memorable gaming experiences - this seems wrong to me.
So I would just like to straight up apologize to any staff who may have seen my posts and took it personally or were given grief by the culture I have contributed to :S
The other interesting thing is I liked ME3 a lot when I finished it, but the negativity and snarkyness seemed to come out as I got more and more sucked in to finding faults on the BSN.
This was incredibly interesting as it seems like my criticisms raised with the negative attitude of others, almost like a feedback loop :S
Obviously I have criticisms of any game I play - even my favorite games, but the tone seems off in hindsight, particularly given my reaction declined the longer I spent in these forums.
After some self critical and constructive thought I actually don't have this animosity or sillyness in me, I don't think, but I would just like to apologize for not helping with the atmosphere on the forums last year.
Mass Effect is a great bit of escapism and their are worse things in the world than to be finding fault with a game - a peice of entertainment.
The thought mostly crossed my mind when I saw EA CEO sitting next to Joe Biden - my two minds collided and realized, why do I care if an entertainment company doesn't do 'exactly' as I see fit? I should be putting this energy towards corrupt and malignant governments - Obama sends drones off the pakistan for gods sake, yet I give BioWare more of my time? just a bunch of guys and gals trying to entertain me
So yeah, big apologies to you guys, those old posts of mine were terrible,
ME3 is a great bit of entertainment and I had a great time playing it, I'm really sorry I got sucked into a bandwagon.
Good luck with your future projects.
Oh and if I feel this way? I'm willing to be other people feel like me now too
EDIT2: if it's any consolation I tried to go back and delete many of my posts from around the net which I thought were mean spirited, but if I missed any and you see them, I'm sorry ): I have different usernames around the internet so it was hard to find stuff, but yeah, wow, I was a jerk at some points there
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