Antigone2283 wrote...
I dunno...Cullen's sweetness factor dropped dramatically when he confessed to my mage that he was the one that would have killed her at her Harrowing...and he wasn't like "I don't know what I would've done!" he was like "I totally would have done it, too." But then, I always imagined my mage PC (who is my canon pc) would have a deep abiding hatred of the Templars. I was seriously disappointed that, upon returning for the Circle of Magi quest, one of my options wasn't to go ballistic and roast anything and everything in a tin suit for even considering that whole Rite of Annulment thing.
See, I thought that made him even *better.* Only someone weak and selfish would allow my mage to live were she to become an abomination. My mage wouldn't want to live that way, knows she'd be a threat to everyone, and its the Templar's duty to kill the possessed mage. My mage would never forgive him for letting her live such a cursed existence. The fact that Cullen, in spite of or because of his feelings, would do this shows he has great strength of conviction. Besides, if Cullen didn't do it someone else would...why hesitate and potentially risk innocent lives in the process?
Its so neat how everyone can fill in the blanks for their characters. In contrast to yours, my mage liked the Templars. The only life she rememebered was of the Tower and the Templars were always there. She didn't misbehave so for her the Templars stood as silent guardian statues, becoming part of the masonry and moving far out of her mind for the most part. As she moved through Tower those Templars she did speak with were generally kind and tolerant. I suppose it is mutually beneficial for the mages and Templars to have a cordial/borderline friendly relationship as mistrust brought on by abuse would only cause extreme problems (more Uldreds, for example, and much more frequently). And of course Cullen was especially nice to her, which reinforced her beliefs that the Templars were "good people" for the most part.
One last thing is that in the beginning I don't think Cullen was fighting against any personal belief that mages are dirty or evil as he makes it clear he doesn't think that they are even though he has (I assume) been taught that he *should* think that way. He's seen with his own eyes and who is he gonna believe, the young sweet thing he is: the Chantry or his lyin' eyes? Rather, he's fighting against the vows of celibacy he surely must've taken as well as the line of professional distance (for lack of a better term) he must keep in order to be able to do his job. Its simply not appropriate for Templars to fraternize with mages and for obvious reasons. Though I simply can't believe that the Templars and mages *never* "canoodle" with each other. Simply impossible. I'm sure if Cullen listened around he'd find more of his brothers than he'd care to admit have...indulged. Plus, the poor fem!mages! I mean compare dingy male!mage robes to the awesomely masculine Templar armor -- mage robes lose every time. Plus there is the whole forbidden fruit tastes sweeter thing...and discovering what the Templars wear (or not) under their skirts....