mereck7980 wrote...
For me, Shepard is more than a character but an extension of myself. The characters who I indirectly interact with seem more real than just a bundle of polygons. That and his arguably inconclusive character arc is why he's difficult for me to let go of (without sounding overly sentimental). I assume many feel similarly.
Exactly.
I was completely unprepared for how attached I would become to Shepard and so many of the characters in ME. And I was unprepared for how shaken I would be when they were ripped away. It was only after it was done that I started mourning my loss. And I didn't understand why. Only after about a week of crying did I realize that this game, these
people, had become so important to me, that I felt this huge hole open up inside me. This has nothing to do with the ending, I might have felt the same way with a "happy" ending but knowing that it was the end of the series. In fact, the Citadel DLC has become "my" ending, and yet, I still feel loss.
But I will keep them close to me.
Sherpard is my hero and I will think of her when I need guidance. (Left trigger!) Liara is my love (sorry, wifey) and I will think of her when I need wisdom. And I know Garrus will always be right behind me, I think of him when I need strength. These people will always be with me, I can't let go or I would lose part of myself.