DOCTOR BURNSIDE: I want to ask you about your first encounter with Cerberus.
NICOLE SHEPARD: Oh boy, here we go.
BURNSIDE: So Admiral Kahoku asked you to find his missing men.
SHEPARD: Yes. I found them dead in a Thresher Maw nest, next to a distress beacon. They had been lured into the nest and killed by the Thresher Maw.
BURNSIDE: And later Kahoku told you that it was an organization called Cerberus that had lured his men. He also told you that Cerberus was now after him, and he gave you the location of some Cerberus bases.
SHEPARD: Yes. Then I went and killed all Cerberus personnel in those bases. They were studying the Rachni and Thorian Creepers.
BURNSIDE: Do you know how they managed to get a hold of Rachni and Thorian Creepers?
SHEPARD: Not really. I believe some people on Noveria and Feros sent them samples. Benezia said the Rachni was Saren's project, but I don't think Cerberus was working for Saren. And Exogeni was studying the Thorian. We later found out they were experimenting on some of the Thorian Creepers, but it seemed isolated. Either Cerberus had operatives on the inside, or some people were looking to make a lot of extra credits and Cerberus just happened to be the buyer.
BURNSIDE: You also found Kahoku dead.
SHEPARD: We did. Then we found the location of another base, and killed everyone there, too. We even managed to download some files.
BURNSIDE: Which you then gave to the Shadow Broker.
SHEPARD: Kakoku had made a deal with the Shadow Broker: the location of the bases for any data he found on Cerberus. I honored that deal.
BURNSIDE: Weren't those files considered Alliance property? Isn't that treason to send those files to the Shadow Broker.
SHEPARD: I still gave the Alliance a copy of the files. And no, they were never Alliance property. Admiral Kahoku went to the Shadow Broker for intel, he then made a deal with the Shadow Broker to give him the files. The deal -- and the mission -- was never an Alliance mission so the files were never officially Alliance propery.
BURNSIDE: And if the Shadow Broker sold those files back to Cerberus?
SHEPARD: Not my problem. I don't know what the Shadow Broker did with those files and I don't really care either. The Shadow Broker got the files he asked for, and the Alliance got a copy of the those files. Everybody wins.
BURNSIDE: But that was not your only encounter with Cerberus? You met them again.
SHEPARD: No I did not.
BURNSIDE: But your file says you tracked down some Rachni shipments to some remote planets and then wiped them out. You then tracked those shipments to a cargo ship run by Cerberus.
SHEPARD: But Cerberus was not on the ship. We found messages from a Cerberus cell, but no Cerberus personnel. We have no way of knowing if the Cerberus personnel that were on the ship were killed when I attacked their bases or if they escaped.
BURNSIDE: So Cerberus captured and tortured Corporal Toombs, captured and kill an Alliance Admiral, experimented on Rachni and Thorian Creepers, unleashed Rachni on remote planets for study--
SHEPARD: Shut up. I know where this is going. I never sympathized with Cerberus. I do not condone Cerberus' actions in the past. I worked for Cerberus, but never joined Cerberus! Get that through your thick skull!
BURNSIDE: Shepard, please, you must understand--
SHEPARD: I understand perfectly. The Alliance does not trust me until they need something dangerous done, then it's all "Shepard go over there and take care of that for us." The only reason I am here is because the Alliance needs to prepare to fight the Reapers and they can't do that if they are fighting the Batarians! I turned myself in to appease the Batarians and press the Alliance into preparing for the Reapers. And what has the Alliance done? Pretty much squandered it while they drag their feet in indecision. Hell, apart from Anderson and maybe Admiral Hackett, most of the Alliance brass still thinks the Reapers are myth, despite all evidence I presented.
BURNSIDE: They dispute the evidence because your past actions depict someone slowly losing grip on reality.
SHEPARD: Oh for the love of---
BURNSIDE: Shepard, my goal is to prove that you are either telling the truth and that you are sane and in full control of your mind, or to prove otherwise. It would be in your best intereests to continue to cooperate with me with these sessions as we explore your past.
SHEPARD: I think it would be in my best interest to go bang my head against a wall. It would hurt and be pointless but at least it would take up less of my time.
BURNSIDE: Ms. Shepard...
SHEPARD: Stuff it, doc. We're done for today.