DOCTOR BURNSIDE: I want to talk to you about Virmire.
NICOLE SHEPARD: Of course you do.
BURNSIDE: When you made it to the Salarian base camp, what did he tell you?
SHEPARD: That they had found Saren's base of operations, and that he was breeding an army of Krogan. Seems he may have discovered a cure for the genophage.
BURNSIDE: The genophage. The biological weapon deployed by the Turians during the Krogan rebellions to sterilize the Krogan.
SHEPARD: I see you did your homework. Good for you.
BURNSIDE: And I understand you had a Krogan on your team.
SHEPARD: Wrex.
BURNSIDE: And he was not happy to hear of the plan to destroy the base.
SHEPARD: That's putting it mildly.
BURNSIDE: Then what happened?
SHEPARD: You know what happened.
BURNSIDE: I want to hear it from you.
SHEPARD: Fine. I went to go talk to Wrex, try to convince him that destroying the base was the best course of action, even if it destroyed the cure in the process.
BURNSIDE: And then?
SHEPARD: He got angry. He shouted, then I shouted, then we drew our weapons. It escalated out of my control. Luckily, Ashley Williams shot him dead before things really went bad.
BURNSIDE: Do you feel bad that you had to kill him? I understand he was a valuable member of your crew.
SHEPARD: No, I do not feel bad at all. He was a useful member of the crew, but not valuable. He was instrumental in helping me stop a Geth incursion and a slavery ring, but Liara and Kaidan were much more indespensible to my crew. Destroying that base and the genophage cure became our primary mission. Having an unchecked Krogan armoy run by Saren and the Reapers spelled doom for the galaxy, so Wrex getting in the way just made him another threat. I end threats.
BURNSIDE: Now you had to split up your team, sending someone with the Salarians.
SHEPARD: Yes. Both Kaidan and Ashley volunteered. I sent Ashley.
BURNSIDE: Why Ashley?
SHEPARD: Kaidan has better tech skills. I needed him to set up the bomb when he got to the dropoff point. Plus I found his biotics extremely useful in combat, especially when paired with Liara.
BURNSIDE: And you discovered that the facility was more than just a breeding facility?
SHEPARD: Yes. Saren was using it study indoctrination.
BURNSIDE: Ah yes. This supposed ability of the Reapers to manipulate and control the minds of organic beings.
SHEPARD: Supposed? There is nothing 'supposed' about it. It exists. The Reapers use it to control organics to further their goals.
BURNSIDE: Which is to wipe out all organic life in the galaxy every 50,000 years?
SHEPARD: Yes.
BURNSIDE: And you know this from talking to a Reaper on Virmire?
SHEPARD: From Sovereign.
BURNSIDE: Saren's ship. The Geth flagship.
SHEPARD: Yes. And it was a Reaper.
BURNSIDE: And you believed you were talking with an actual Reaper -- not a virtual intelligence or other virtual contstruct.
SHEPARD: It had intelligence. Artificial or synthetic, yes, but it was intelligent.
BURNSIDE: And you really believe it was a Reaper?
SHEPARD: For the thousandth time, yes!
BURNSIDE: And I understand you ran into an Asari scientist that helped you get into Saren's lab, but then you killed her. Why?
SHEPARD: She said she had replaced a man who had become indoctrinated. It was likely that she was becoming indoctrinated herself; she even said that indoctrination was subtle, that by the time you realized you were indoctrinated it was already too late. I could not take the chance she was indoctrinated and let her go.
BURNSIDE: But you also released a captured Salarian?
SHEPARD: Yes. He was part of a control group, not indoctrinated by Sovereign. I killed everyone else. No idea if he actually made it to safety. Probably not. We did set off a nuke.
BURNSIDE: And you were forced to make a choice between saving Ashley and Kaidan because of that nuke.
SHEPARD: Ashley and the Salarians were pinned down on the AA tower. I went to go get her while Kaidan set up the bomb. Then Geth landed on the bomb site and Kaidan armed the nuke. I only had enough time to save one of them.
BURNSIDE: And you chose Ashley. Why?
SHEPARD: Not really sure, actually. Considering how useful Kaidan was and how often I took him on missions, you would think I would save him, right? But Ashley proved herself decisive when she shot Wrex, while Kaidan did not nothing. She proved she could think on her feet without needing me to give her orders all the time. I find that more valuable, I guess.
BURNSIDE: And then Saren showed up?
SHEPARD: I might have had enough time to save both Ashley and Kaidan if Saren did not drop in to fight me. He tried to get me to see things his way, but he was clearly indoctrinated, working with the Geth to find the Conduit and bring the Reapers back. He said he was making a deal with the Reapers, trying to show them that organics were useful as tools and so the Reapers would spare some organics and blah blah blah I did't care anymore. We fought for a bit before the nuke alarm went off and he flew away on his hoverboard. Then Joker picked us up in the Normandy. The end.
BURNSIDE: And how do you feel about leaving Kaidan to die on Virmire? Or how did you feel?
SHEPARD: I feel the same way then as I feel now: I had no choice. I did not have enough time to go back and get him before the nuke went off. It was unfortunate. He was also not the only crewman to have died there, only the most memorable.
BURNSIDE: So you feel nothing?
SHEPARD: I feel something, just not regret or sadness. Sorry to disappoint you doc.
JAMES VEGA: Sorry to interrupt, but the committee wants to see you again. Anderson said he will meet you there.
SHEPARD: coming. See you later, doc. You know how much I just love our little chats, right?
BURNSIDE: Your sarcasm is noted Ms. Shepard.