This is the first time i have posted on here,but i have been reading the forums for a year or two.How are we all

The ending just felt wrong on this game.After spending years immersing myself in the mass effect universe to find the game giving me three choices that went against everything i thought Shepard stood for.A choice between being a reaper and killing anyone you wanted like a tyrant,changing everyone to synthetic/organic hybrids against there will,or committing genocide.
I thought Shepard was the man who could make a difference in the mass effect universe,i don't care if he lives or dies.I only wanted him to be the guy who made the difference.No matter what and without compromise,on his terms.The endings made me feel i made no difference,with too much compromise and on the terms of the reapers.It made me feel hopeless.
Even though it's been a long time,i still have a tiny bit of hope that the next time i fire up ME3 on my xbox,there will be a large download waiting free of charge with a full blown mind bending ending with a message from bw simply saying
I will fight for freedom,mine and everyone's.
I fight for the right to choose our own fate,
and if i die,
i'll die knowing that i did everything i could to stop you.
And i'll die free.
or maybe a joke about a mass effect toothbrush