(Note: The following installment was a collaboration with Khambilo)
Dale looked to the open garage of the armory and saw a streak of aquamarine shoot out. As it surged and lifted into the sky, a sound like a song from heaven went with it. The streak disappeared so fast, Dale wondered if it had ever been there at all.
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“Lean into the turns, Rothan. Move with my body.”
Rea banked, and the melody changed to a shrill cry as the Starscreamer altered course. Rothan pressed into Rea. They sunk comfortably into the seat, their bodies pulled into the jetbike. Through Rea’s ultra-thin mesh, Rothan could feel her, working the bike without pause, master of its thrilling aria. Rea flew low through the streets, so proficiently that Rothan felt no fear for what would happen to them. On the contrary, he felt secure. Though the war was all around them, it was as if it vanished in their wake. Destiny itself would not let them be caught. They were in synchronicity, quarian, asari and machine, moving as one.
The way Rea flew was audacious, exhilarating and defied reason. As she cut, banked and rolled, the flight was artistry in motion.
Rea eased the Starscreamer into a gradual turn, elegantly bringing the bike to a stop above a collection of buildings. Rothan’s grip on Rea remained tight though. His mind reeled from the aeronautics and for a moment he felt as if he was still moving. He smiled as he allowed himself to breathe and then relaxed his clasp on Rea.
“That was… something.”
Rea smirked over her shoulder at Rothan as she loosened her own hold on the controls. The night sky unfolded before them, clear and momentarily cloudless. Stars twinkled like diamonds. They both turned their gazes upward, captivated by the sight momentarily. Before Thessia, Rothan had only ever seen the stars through a porthole on the Ketsa, flat and formless in the void of space. But there was a real beauty in seeing the stars from the ground. He found himself wondering what the stars looked like from Rannoch, but a noise broke his concentration, resonating even through the song of the Starscreamer.
They both looked down to the streets below. An explosion had erupted on the ground, not far from their position. It was unclear what had caused it as smoke clouded the view, but it was certainly too close for comfort.
Rothan warned, “We’re not safe here.”
Rea regretfully agreed. “I’ll put us down somewhere. There’s a building over there that should give us suitable cover.”
Rothan nodded and pulled close to Rea again as she revved the Starscreamer once more. They veered towards one of the taller apartment structures. The building rose straight, until it broke into a series of tiered sky gardens. Rea flew towards one of the sky gardens that seemed to have avoided the brunt of any attack, and landed on a small, private platform.
There was no sign of life outside, and the exterior was in disarray. A connecting apartment once had windows that offered a panoramic view of the city, but the glass had been shattered long ago. Rea and Rothan dismounted, leaving the bike in a neutral hover, and searched for any sign of trouble. After taking a moment to allay their concerns, they stepped into the apartment.
The residence was a wide, modern studio that appeared to have been abandoned in a hurry. Furniture was sparse, much of it overturned, and folding screens that once sectioned off areas had fallen, providing a clear view of the interior. Leaving little to chance, Rothan and Rea went through the dwelling, making sure the entranceway door was locked and that nothing was hidden. They eventually settled down on a long, snow colored sofa that had avoided being displaced. The moon shone perfectly inside, providing ample illumination. A marble surfaced coffee table held several toppled wine flutes. Rothan picked up two that had not been broken, extending one to Rea. He was conscious of her effortless ability to remove her gloves, slip them into her belt, and deactivate her hard light helmet. Rea then took the flute, and Rothan clinked their glasses together.
Rea delighted as she beheld the empty flute. “I suppose it would be too much to ask for them to have left some alcohol.”
“No, it would be too much to ask for them to have left dextro-alcohol,” Rothan corrected.
“True enough,” Rea chuckled. “Every year, my sisters and I would share a glass of—“
“Arselia white,” Rothan finished.
Rea glanced at Rothan. “How did you know?”
Rothan peered away. “I don’t know. It must have been something I remembered from when we melded.”
Rea contemplated the flute again. “Must have been.”
Rothan set his wine flute down on the table, stretching his arms into the air as he stood and moved towards the large windows. He watched the moonlight wash through.
“So did the bike meet your expectations?” Rothan asked.
Rea then put her own flute down, rose from her seat and walked towards Rothan. “Meet? More like blew my expectations away. Rothan…what you did is nothing short of amazing.”
Rothan smiled slightly. “Good, I’m glad you like it. I guess it is a shame that we’re taking it into a warzone.”
Rea snickered. “I’ll try not to get the paint scratched.”
“Good luck,” Rothan said. “I don’t see how considering what we’re about to do.”
Rea cocked her head slightly as she moved in. “What do you mean?”
Rothan returned her confused expression. “Didn’t Miranda contact you?”
“I’ve been without my omni-tool for awhile,” Rea conceded as she frowned. “I just needed some peace and quiet while I could still get it.”
“I understand,” Rothan nodded. “Apparently, Miranda’s mobilizing her missile squads again, only the Reapers seem to be hitting every vehicle carrying the missiles.”
“Makes sense,” Rea remarked. “Big, moving targets. Valuable payload.”
“So she’s transporting the missiles to their respective launch points using ground squads,” Rothan continued. “Only now because, the fighting is so dense and so close to the beam she needs diversion teams.”
“And what makes a better diversion than the very thing that the Reapers were targeting,” Rea realized.
“I thought the same thing.”
Rea lowered her eyes, at last understanding why Rothan seemed apprehensive about the battle to come. They were going to be where the fighting was the worst. There would be no one to look out for them, and their mission was simply to buy time for people carrying precious cargo. It was beginning to shape up to be a suicide mission.
At last, Rothan turned. “Rea…”
Rea gazed to Rothan as he faced her, seeing the way the teal trim of his suit turned lambent in the moonlight.
“I’m not the best with words,” Rothan said. “When I was in the fleet I was always the outsider. Then my biotics manifested and suddenly the admirals were discussing what to do with me. I felt more secluded.”
Rothan swallowed hard, looking back to the night sky. “Then Thessia happened. I was the outsider there too. The only quarian. The only male. The only one who did not understand biotics. I don’t think anyone understood me, even Reiza, even Celis and Lenaia. I just wanted to be normal. To feel like I was a part of something, like I was contributing to something.”
Rea tried to read him through his visor. Rothan faced towards her again.
“I suppose you already knew that though.”
Rea remembered their melds, both the intentional ones as well as the unintentional meld they shared in the gunship. She recalled her visions, and the essence of Rothan that she had encountered. Rea knew exactly what he was talking about. She bowed her head towards him. “Yes…I did.”
Rothan took a step closer to her. “That’s what I mean Rea. In the short time that we’ve known each other, you’ve come to know me, to understand me better than anyone. I like to think that the same goes for you.”
Rothan took Rea’s hands into his, squeezing them gently.
“If I’m wrong about that,” Rothan swallowed briefly, attempting to ebb back his racing thoughts, “Then tell me.”
Rea cast her eyes at Rothan for a second, gripping his hands in return, then broke her gaze away.
“You’re not wrong.” Rea spoke guardedly, attempting to explain herself, “There’s quite a bit about me that probably doesn’t make sense. I’ve had a hard time dealing with the things I’ve been through. But you are right…so, so right.” She took a deep breath as she went on, “I though for a long time that I needed to protect people. It was a decision I made when my youngest sister, Tizzy, died. I was with my next oldest sister, Layl, and she lost it. I had to take care of her, to protect her, and I shut down my own feelings about it all.”
“But that is the day I should have screamed. I should have been right there with Layl, losing it. Or let myself lose it later, when it was all right. Instead, I threw my self from one task to another, never making the time, because it seemed selfish. Because I needed to keep the people I cared about safe. I swore I wouldn’t fail them like I failed Tizzy. To this day, I still think that I should have done something crazy back on Thessia, like hijack that shuttle and fly it to Tizzy and Ben’s. I even blamed myself for joining the military, because if I hadn’t, maybe I would have been there to save Tizzy. Somehow…change the past.”
“I couldn’t of course, and I did my job…paying any price…to protect who I needed.” Rea’s cheeks began to take on a violet tint. “And no one understood that I didn’t want thanks, or accolades…none of it could bring my sister back and it just kept reminding how I had failed. But then there you were, Rothan. You came and saved me when I should have been dead…or indoctrinated. I had no right to even think anyone would rescue me. So I couldn’t…absolutely couldn’t see you come to harm. And all I would think about, while I was trying to protect you, was that I would fail. I would fail when it mattered most like I did with Tizzy. No matter how many people I had helped, I would never be able to save the ones I wanted the…I wanted to the most.”
Rea paused and forced herself to stare at Rothan, taking him in. “I said to myself that I don’t deserve you. I couldn’t protect someone I loved. So I tried to drive you away. To…make sure I protected you. I didn’t want to love you because then I would fail…”
Rothan could feel Rea’s hands quivering slightly in his. “Rea,” he cut her off with a reassuring squeeze. “Don’t you remember what I said? About pulling my on weight? You don’t need to protect me. Let me be there for you.”
Rothan let go with one of his hands and let it find its place upon Rea’s cheek. He looked back into her eyes. “There’s not enough time to debate who’s protecting who. With what’s ahead… I don’t think I could bear losing you.”
Rea sought Rothan through his visor. Under her gaze, Rothan felt an energy well up within him. It was something foreign and yet something familiar. A desire had begun to overtake Rothan. More than anything he wanted to be free of the confines of his suit, to be with Rea.
Carefully, Rothan lifted the hand that still contained Rea’s to the side of his mask. She looked at him curiously, questioning his action. While keeping his attention on Rea, he located the mask latch on the side of his helmet and placed Rea’s index finger on the spot.
Rea shook her head. “Rothan, this is too much—“
“This is not enough,” Rothan assured. “Go ahead. I want this. More than anything, I want you to see me without this mask.”
Rea bit her lip slightly as she focused deep into Rothan’s visor, trying to determine he really wanted to make himself vulnerable, risking his life for one precious instant. With a deft touch, she put pressure on the latch.
The mechanism hissed as the latch unlocked and the mask felt light in Rea’s hands. Steadily, she drew the mask away from Rothan’s face.
Rea’s lips parted as she looked into Rothan’s softly glowing eyes for the first time with nothing between them. His skin was delicate, vestal and unblemished. The rumors of quarian appearance were no match for the real thing in front of Rea. Rothan’s white within white eyes glistened as he stared intensely at her, full of mystery, depth and emotion. His short raven hair was tousled slightly, laying over his forehead but not obscuring the finely curving deep blue lines that ran towards the corners of his eyes. Rea reached her fingertips up, and stopped them just shy of Rothan’s face, craving to touch him, yet afraid.
“I don’t deserve this, Rothan. That is what I’m trying to tell you. Don’t, I just don’t…want to fail…with you…”
“Rea,” Rothan whispered. Rea was startled at first by the sound of his voice. It was the first time she had heard it un-modulated through the mouthpiece of his suit. His voice was clear, discerning, and something about it was altogether disarming.
“No more running,” Rothan said.
Without a second thought, Rothan leaned in and kissed her, their flesh meeting for the first time. The new experience caused a surge of energy to pulse through Rothan, driving him only to want to deepen the kiss. Rea submitted, bit by bit, until she gave in completely, clutching onto him with a rivaling fervor.
Somewhere in the beautiful chaos of the moment, Rothan heard his visor plink to the floor as Rea’s hand rose to touch his face. He felt her fingertips trace nimbly over his luminous skin, investigating what had been hidden from her since she had known him. Every bit of his body pulsated, heat rising with his desire for her.
Abruptly the kiss ended, both of them breathing deeply as if they had breached the surface of the water from being submerged. Rea looked at Rothan momentarily, stunned by it all. Then she advanced towards him, kissing him, and the kisses became more and more uncoordinated as passion rose up within them. Rea clutched Rothan’s hand with a white-knuckled intensity as she reversed, pulling him back deeper into the apartment. But Rothan pushed faster, taking control as she retreated.
Seconds later, Rea had sunk back into the snowy sofa sitting in plain view of the moonlight, and Rothan refused to let go as he nestled in close over her. Fervently, Rea removed her suit and gear, letting them fall to the floor, all except for the sash, which she spun around their two forms. Rothan and Rea ceased their frantic kissing as their foreheads met.
Rothan panted heavily, no longer thinking, no longer worried, just simply acting on instinct, and everything in his being told him Rea was what he wanted. Rea found his eyes with hers, peering into them one last time before her lids fluttered shut.
Rothan never looked away as Rea's eyes flashed back open, the silver-blue shifting into alluring darkness as she began to join. The sensation of pulsing ecstasy was magnetic, drawing him into her soul, as Rea uttered the words, “Mera di aghesh beluar, Rothan.”
It was Keelish, Rothan’s native tongue, and it meant
, -Embrace me, Rothan.-
Rea and Rothan joined. Rothan felt as if they were suspended without gravity, and yet he was firmly pressed against Rea, who twisted beneath him with delicate sighs. Melded, Rothan was without his suit, and as he placed a hand on Rea’s shoulder, he saw it scintillating, constantly changing in an endless array of colors and patterns. He sat up from Rea, staring at both his hands, before looking down at his body, all of the same shifting, myriad hue.
-A’an keh seghuwenh shema b’h daden mera?- (Is this how you see the life of my body and soul?), Rothan asked in Keelish.
-Mera belh, 'esheq.- (It is, my love.), Rea answered.
Bonded, it was as if Rea was fluent as a quarian all her life. She lifted herself towards Rothan, and nudged him gently backwards. She moved downward, out of sight, and then Rothan took a sharp breath in as he felt what Rea was doing. Rothan was captured, unable to escape her eagerness and appetite until finally he experienced release. He took her then, incapable of withholding himself any longer, and turned her around. The scar was upon her back, plain to see, and he tenderly ran a finger along it.
With the same tenderness, Rothan's fingers explored every curve of her body, experiencing her essence in ways he ways he had not dared to let himself imagine. Rea cooed softly under his probing caress. There was not one inch left untouched when he had at last placed his hands to cup her face, drawing her into another kiss. After a moment, his kisses were no longer limited to her quivering lips. He traced a path with his own lips down her neck. Suddenly, his kisses were everywhere and nowhere at once. Rea curled back, unable to resist as ribbons of light overtook her, cascading through her body in a newfound burst of pleasure.
Rea trilled with gratification, and leaned herself into Rothan. He reached around her, firmly holding her in the front while resting his head over her shoulder. Rea turned her head sideways so they faced each other, and once again, they drew into each others’ lips. All of Rea’s lithe and powerful frame was up against Rothan, but he felt her supple, pliant, giving way to the commands that he offered with his bodily motions. She stretched her arms upward, over his shoulders, to place them behind her and around his neck, basking in the fusion that enraptured them.
Their bodies entwined, overcome by a familiar light. Swirling and coursing through them, the light undulated and penetrated their skin, bringing new pulses of pleasure with each ebbing current. As the tempo of their bodies increased, the light crescendoed with them, coalescing into a vortex that enraptured them in ecstasy.
Rea gasped, then trembled, and then cried out in elation. As they surmounted a peak together, both their individualities seemed to disappear. They shared emotions, visions from the past, uncontrolled thoughts, primal dreads and desires. One, they were asari, and then quarian, and then neither. A thousand years could not bring them closer. For a moment, they were the same.
And when that moment seemed as if it would end, it did not. Still joined, Rothan lay back once again, with Rea on top of him. She pressed into his sides with her thighs and arched her back, while running her hands across his chest. They were on a white sand beach under a star-filled sky. The ocean stretched away, its surface glittering with the reflection of the night. And above, full and clear, shone Earth’s moon.
Rea looked up at the Moon. She threw her shoulders back even further, pulled her arms up, put her elbows out, and set her palms upon her crest. Rea shook and closed her eyes. When she opened them again, she stared down at Rothan, but her eyes had changed. They were white within white, glistening, and receiving.
-Keelah se'lai-, Rea’s voice rang with happiness, -
Shema mera azad aset.- (You set me free)
Rea cast up her arms once more, as if reaching to the moon, before rolling off of Rothan and falling into the sand. She gathered the sand in her hands, feeling Rothan’s fiber within its very particles; it shimmered like diamonds but felt as smooth as silk. Rea let out a sigh of contentment. Her white eyes became misty, and then wet, as she wept while gazing out to the churning waves. Rothan slid upward, alongside Rea, caressing her body, but then he noticed her tears.
-Shema ches kurih?- (Why do you cry?), Rothan asked.
-Cheh ghema neyset?- (What sadness is there?)
Rea laughed airily as she touched Rothan’s luminescent face.
-Hach mewreda neb’wedh aset. Ba shema hestem, mera keamela rada beu’dend.- (There is none. With you, I am perfectly happy.)
Rothan smiled, leaned over to first kiss her crest, and then planted another kiss softly on her lips. As the waves pulled back under the glow of the Moon, Rothan descended upon Rea. Light and color erupted once more.
Modifié par Kel Riever, 02 novembre 2013 - 01:30 .