First of all, thank you very much for your insight on the ending, and the series overall. It's nice that people still talk about ME3.
Big fan of the series. I didn't play ME3 until about a year after the release. By that time I've already heard about the bad ending of ME3 but did not know the details. I already downloaded the extended cut before I started playing ME3.
And so I played ME3 with that thought at the back of my mind. As I progressed through the game I understood the emphasis of "working hard to achieve your goal" - the War Assets and Artifacts, and also the paragon/renegade points.
Suddenly, I realize that I'm feeling a bit of pressure, as if the reapers are actually breathing down on MY neck, not Shepard's, but mine - the player. I feel like "wow, I'm actually in danger for the first time in the series".
SO I went through the whole game doing all the possible quests. Scanning and evading. Scouring every last rock in each map I go to. I was Shepard. It was a role-playing nirvana in a sense - the player and the actual character feeling the same thing. I cared for my crew members and their personal problems, and I even cared more for my romance option (Liara). I made doubly sure that none of them got into any harm.
At the end, I fought through the "linear" level Priority:Earth, saying my final "I love you and goodbye" to my romance option as I insisted she(Liara) go and save herself. I asked the catalyst everything I wanted to ask, and after about 20 minutes of thinking, I eliminated the control option. I found that it went against everything we, the entire galaxy, had planned. Also, I was convinced that there was no "absolute" solution to anything, and that the Reapers will eventually escape my grasp.
So I considered the synthesis and destroy option.
At this point, I thought that there was no way I could walk away from this, you know, go back to my crew, to my best bud Garrus as he and Tali end up together, have one more wine with Dr. Chakwas, see Liara again and live happily ever after, have a funny conversation with Gabby and Kenneth one more time, maybe pull a heist with Kasumi, etc... I knew Shepard wasn't going be able to do any of those.
After about 30 minutes of contemplation I stuck with the original plan - destroy the reapers. The catalyst warned me that eventually there will be war with synthetics and organics, but I was having none of it.
So I actually ended up living through it, but I wasn't satisfied because I wasn't fighting just to survive, I was fighting so I could live to see my crew again. I came to care about those characters and the ending just made all that unimportant. I mean, Shepard said multiple times that he was fighting for the people he cared about, not just for survival.
I didn't get a cutscene where my Shepard reunites with his crew and his romance option. I didn't get closure, but I settled for the ending by simply imagining that all those things did happen. And that's the one thing I really hated - I HAD TO IMAGINE THE GOOD THINGS in order to fully accept it. But I'd like to thank Bioware for making the Extended Cut. I just wish Shepard got to see (at the ending) the other characters we've both learned to care about. Not just imagine it, but actually see.
Modifié par ArcherTactlenecks, 30 septembre 2013 - 10:52 .