Some of my more paragon minded positive shepards are grateful to Liara. But most kind of want to blow her head off because now I have to deal with Tim and the reality everyone that I trusted except Wrex if he's alive in that role play, Garrus, Tali and Joker (Chakwas and Anderson too) actually are pissed about my return on some level or maybe not
pissed but kind of treating it like it's more of a hassle. WTF!?!?
In fact, as I've really gotten more into the RP aspect, I'm pissed at everyone who is not instantly OKAY with my return, who has some freaking issue with it or doesn't understand that even though I hate this craptastic organization, I'm kind of stuck there because:
1) they DID bring me back to life which cost billions of credits (and that kind of tells me they're very crazy because who in their right mind would waste a billion credits on bringing someone back to life even if that someone was a hero) and that means they have an agenda so I need to stick around to see what it is
2) and because of that crazy factor of #1 I know Illusive Man cannot be trusted. I saw the awful experiments done in ME1 and Kahoku got killed, Alliance team KILLED, Thrasher Maw tests, Rachni set loose, and now they bring me back like it's doing humanity a favor? I kind of have to stay with them because Tim is up to something and if he's planning this suicide mission, there's some reason why and it Ain't to save colonies like he said it was because colonies were not under attack BEFORE he spent those billion credits. Not two years ago.
3) I have to stay with Tim because NOBODY is doing anything about the abductions. The Alliance isn't even investigating until they hear rumors about me according to the VS. That's pretty screwed up. I was an Alliance gal and they only begrudgingly send the VS survivor to investigate rumors that I'm alive out of suspicion rather than I was a dedicated Soldier who saved the citadel while everyone else sat on their thumbs or had me doing dumb side missions while Saren and whatever was going on with him were NOT a priority.
And now they only cared to bother about their MIA/presumed dead 'hero' when they think I'm with cerberus and it's pushed by some half arsed quani fanboy/girl VS? This is on top of me discovering that in the wake of my death, they back the council in dismissing the reapers and I'm called delusional. Along with them not caring about the abductions or investigating them because YOU ARE THE ALLIANCE! YOUR JOB IS TO PROTECT HUMAN INTERESTS, NO? Yeah, F*ck the Alliance. Most of my shepards these days HATE the Alliance and just humor people who are all pro alliance because as it turns out my shepard was the only one who did care. The Illusive man and his crazies didn't care. Not really. They planned my return before that. Saw I could fill some need for THEM, to be used like a pawn, and now I have to go along with this because the Alliance and council don't seem to care about the colonists. Better the devil who is at least doing something about it even if there's an ulterior motive.
The whole thing is so screwed up that my shepard wants to flay Liara alive. Currently, my engineer wants to incinerate her because frankly, by giving me to this splinter group, she didn't consider that I might not want some evil
organization to take my body and turn it or me into god knows what. How did THAT not cross her mind? Seriously! Turns out I was lucky that they brought me back as I was, but I was still a pawn, and now I'm their pawn but at least I can stop these collectors.
And Hackett? He can go F himself as well for letting the Alliance trash my good name then asking me to save his indoctrinated friend which puts me in the worst danger of the entire series (save the rush to the white light) by sticking me in that damn room with a reaper object that did indoctrinate all of them. And then he wants me to take a bullet for them. The only reason I'm still bothering in this war is because when I look around me, at every turn I come to understand Mordin's 'someone else might have gotten it wrong' motto. It's damn clear to me that without me, they WILL get it wrong.
Currently, my shepard had only four survivors on the suicide mission because frankly, if they could not get their heads in the game enough and be PROFESSIONAL enough to not be thinking about some of the things they screwed up well before I arrived, then that is not my problem. They did not have to join. I was very frank with everyone of them about it. SUICIDE MISSION. Get it? If I need to babysit your sorry asses and help you solve crap that happened long before you met me (looking at you Samara, Miranda, Jacob, Zaeed...) that you could not solve without me then sorry but that's your tough luck. I helped Mordin because when the krogans abduct someone who worked on the genophage with him, I want to know what's going on there. That sets off my spidey sense. And Garrus because he's the only friend I really have. Tali because I want to know why they want to exhile her. I'm no fan of the Quarians to start with. They are part of the reason all this crap with the reapers is going on. They gave sovereign more power when they created the geth then turned on them the minute they became self aware. F that crap! So when they want
to know what happened, I don't honor Tali's wishes because frankly that's some nasty crap her father was doing. It could have endangered the whole fleet! His name should be struck from the records. But the political BS and them mostly planning to go at the geth AGAIN has me hating the quarians. Meanwhile I've got this new get fanboy who seems like he might actually be one of the good guy. But I'm suspicious so I will go and see what he wants me to do.
Yeah, this shepard really doesn't like most people or races. She's tolerant. She does like the Turians. Hates the asari after hearing what the batender Matriarch has to say about them and after fighting waves and waves of asari Mercs and meeting nasties like Aria. No love there. Doesn't hate the krogan but damn will thinks that genophage should never be cured and destroys the data. Uplifting them was a HUGE mistake. Turns out I agree with that asari on Illium who had all that anger, though I didn't think takingit out on the colonists was approriate. This shepard also hates the alliance and anyone who disrespected my name in the wake of my death or cannot understand that saving colonists is who I am plus it's the only way I can see WHY Tim brought me back. But I can't anyone this because they'll just call me delusional.
This shepard will stop the reapers to give the galaxy a chance at ending this nightmare, but there will be casualties because that is what happens in war.
Modifié par starlitegirlx, 13 février 2014 - 06:06 .
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