I got a bit carried away:
"I fought for us, for all of us. Do you really think after Akuze, I wanted to get through this and survive by any means? I couldn't sacrifice what hundreds... maybe thousands of cycles had done to get me there, to the end of the Reapers. I didn't have the right. So yes, I destroyed them because I couldn't risk those sacrifices. Yes, the reason the Geth survived is because some of them were in the enviro-suits of the Quarians and I sure as hell don't get accolades for that. But I did it for them, faith in them and future synthetic life to do more than destroy or be destroyed. We're all unique in flawed ways and stripping the freedom of choice from everyone on the chance we'd all be the same? You know it's wrong, and deep down we both know the Catalyst meant for me to make the Illusive Man's mistake. To one day, have whatever was left of my personality re-commence the cycle and damn the galaxy, the Reapers knowing exactly how to stop resistance happening again with a twisted AI of myself at the helm. I carry EDI's death with me and if I could have died, to save her and destroy the Reapers, I would have. I don't care if you never forgive me, I'll never forgive myself for her death- she was my crewmate, a person under my command... my friend. But don't you ever think I chose my life over hers. I didn't get that choice, I didn't get to keep my honour intact. I have to look all of you in the eye, everyday- to look at Kaidan, be with him knowing the truth. I promised him I'd come back. I have to live with the fact I wish EDI was here instead of me, I'd hurt him, I'd destroy him a second time just to have her here instead. But not for you. She was a person and I want her alive for her."