On the Janiri
When he left the med bay, a slight doubt came over him. Arian placed his hand on his left hip as if he was able to feel the severity of his injury. He never had any problems with this, it wasn’t hurting at all, even after months. So why should he care now? No, there was certainly no need to do anything about it, he had been through worse. Besides, he had other things on his mind.
From the med bay Arian tried to take the same way back to his quarters but he must have taken the wrong corridor because he suddenly found himself standing outside the ship’s lounge. "Great!", he moaned. The ship wasn’t even very big but he somehow still managed to get lost on it. Again. Is this even the right deck?, Arian thought, suddenly startled.
It took him several more minutes just to get to the right deck and find his quarters. When finally entering his quarters Arian was so upset, he felt like brutally murdering the next person he encoutered. And even now he wasn’t able to calm down. Instead he started to walk back and forth, trying to somehow get his thoughts together.
No matter what he did, he felt uneasy. When he was alone, Arian had the urge to talk to someone but when other people were around, he just wanted them to be gone. In addition to that he couldn’t focus on anything as his mind was always in confusion. What the hell is wrong with me? It wasn’t the first time Arian asked this question to himself and he somehow felt like he already knew the answer.
Suddenly he stopped moving, took a deep breath and sat on the edge of his bed. Of course Arian knew it, he knew it all along. With shaky fingers he took the crumbled paper from beneath his pillow and unfolded it.
For the first time in months Arian saw the picture. Somehow he had always been afraid of looking at it but now he couldn’t resist smiling.
It showed a very tall turian in front of the Afterlife, wearing a light armor with heavy plating around the chest. The Arian on the photo was a bit younger, his face still in one piece and his eyes widely opened in surprise. Stumbling towards the camera he was trying not to fall over. Another turian was just jumping at him from the side, one arm around Arian‘s neck. With both feet in the air it seemed like she didn’t care about ending up on the ground as her face was showing an expression of roaring laughter.
Sivia had always been like this. "Crazy" would have been the only suitable word to describe her. The only thing they both had in common had been their cruelty in battle and their propensity for violence. Besides from that she had been the complete opposite of him. Always sanguine, laughing and trying to talk him into doing something stupid.
Arian had always loved her for that, he still did. But now Sivia was gone, he himself had killed her.
For months he didn’t think of anything else. Every time it got quiet around him, Arian believed to hear her voice and saw her disappointed face in his increasingly confused dreams. Although he was aware that this was just an illusion of his own mind, it was very painful as it reminded him of what he had done.
Frustrated he threw the picture aside and covered his face with his hands. Arian really needed something to do, something to distract him. Until now he hadn't heart from Naleena, so there was nothing for him to do but wait that anything happened. And he hated waiting.
Arian was wearing his armor that he had stolen on Caleston and had his Phaeston holstered on his back. Septerax still had no suitable armor for Arian, but he didn’t want to wander around on Omega without any form of protection. Although it was heavily damaged, Arian felt comfortable in his armor since it wasn’t smelling of trash any longer.
It felt awkward to be back on Omega as he had never expected to ever set foot on this station again.
"Hey...! "
Arian couldn’t not remember the last time he had been in front of the Afterlife but as far as he could tell, not much had changed. As always there were Aria’s guards and a long line of people, trying to get into the club. But there were more people around than usual...
"Turian...!"
Whirling around, he spotted one of the humans of a small group he had just walked by, approaching Arian. Then the man stopped and his eyes widened in surprise.
Arian just got a glimpse on a very tall young man with large tattoos on his bald head. Suddenly the man pounced on to Arian. His surprise attack hit Arian unprepared and he fell backwards. Before he could even realise what was going on, he recieved a heavy punch to his face. While lying on his back, Arian instincively pushed the human away from him. Disoriented and with throbbing pain in his head, Arian got back on his feet.
The man still tried to get to Arian but his companions had grabbed his arms and pulled him back. "You are dead! I’ll kill you...! " Realising that he wasn’t going to reach the turian, the man started to yell. "Let me go!", he shouted at the others.
"Shut up, Dean! What is wrong with you?", one of them asked, having trouble to retain the man.
"It was him! He killed them, he killed them all...it was him...let me...I’ll kill him..."
Every head had turned around to see what was going on. Now three man were on Dean, trying to hold him back. Despite being clearly taller than them he couldn’t resist. While they were dragging him away, he continued to yell at Arian.
"Murderer! You’re dead, I will find you...I will... " His voice trailed off and eventually he was too far away to be heard anymore.
Everything went back to normal, but Arian was just standing there, unable to move. After a few seconds he let out a heavy sigh. I guess that's what I deserve.