Irina
Irina sat in her quarters bouncing a tennis ball against the outer wall of her cabin. ‘I can’t deal with this,’ she said. What the f*ck? I can’t deal with the immaturity any more.
And I paid 75,000 credits on a f***ing skin weave. What the hell was I thinking? I could have used that money. Fortunately, I have enough to get home.
“VERA.”
“Yes?”
“VERA, how much can I get for a 2180 Starstreamer? I paid about 200,000 CR new,” Irina asked and continued bouncing the ball.
“With depreciation it is worth 120,000 CR. Do you wish to sell it?”
“Yes, find me a buyer and sell the bloody thing. Handle the transaction for me. It’s on the Citadel doing nothing but racking up monthly storage charges.” Irina said. “And mark me as scrubbed for the next mission. I’m not feeling well.”
“Have you seen the doctor?”
“It’s nothing the doctor can fix. My head isn’t in the game and I could get someone killed,” she said. “Scrub me.”
She clicked off VERA’s terminal and continued throwing the ball against the floor and wall.
Then she tapped her omni-tool and clicked on the terminal. “VERA, put me through to 10-61- 02 5022 111.”
An older woman picked up. “Hello?”
“Mum?”
“Irina?”
“Yeah, Mum, it’s me after all this time.”
“We’ve been worried sick about you. We thought you were dead.”
“Well, almost, I did my best, but as luck would have it, here I am. How’s Dad?”
“We divorced a couple years ago,” Her mother replied. “He couldn’t deal with the idea that you might be dead, and he became miserable to live with. You never even wrote.”
Irina started crying. “I’m… sorry… I wasn’t fit to be around anyone… after the war… it’s really complicated. But now, I just want to come home…. I need to come home.”
She and her mother talked for another half-hour, after which she started packing her gear. She found a picture of Jenus among her belongings. She paused and looked at it for a moment, then set it on her night stand. All of her gear fit inside two duffle bags excluding her weapons. She stashed them in the port observation lounge, and took the elevator up to Naleena’s quarters.
Naleena was inside working on the deployment plans for the mission when Irina buzzed her door.
“Enter.”
Irina walked inside wearing her BDU pants and a hoodie.
“I just received a report from VERA that you’re scrubbed for the mission,” Naleena turned to her and said. “You appear in perfect health. I don’t see any reason why you can’t be assigned to a team.”
Irina looked at her. “I’m resigning. I’ve decided to return to Earth, be with my family, and maybe meet someone and raise a family.”
Naleena sat dumbfounded. "Aren't you and Jenus?"
"It doesn't appear that way anymore," Irina replied
“So you're just going to quit and leave?" Naleena asked.
"There's nothing holding me here anymore."
"What about Vayne?"
"He's a friend, but that's different," Irina replied. "Look, I've made up my mind. I'm leaving."
"But you can’t. Not this close to a mission,” Naleena said. “I need you.”
“Sorry, Boss…. I just can’t do this anymore.... Tell Vayne I said goodbye,” Irina said as her eyes welled and left.
“Irina!” Naleena shouted, but there was no reply.
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Irina gave VERA a forwarding address for her last paycheck, for team contact, and instructions, “if Jenus is really interested this is where she can find me.” She just couldn’t face anyone right now, and she never expected to hear from Jenus again. She left the ship, turned around for one last look then turned her back on it and took her first step toward a different life. A life that would be different, a simple life without the violence and horrors she’d seen over the past several months, and one without aliens. She’d be welcomed as a war hero in her home town, but she just wanted quiet.
In the spaceport, Irina went into a hair salon and had her natural auburn hair color restored and her hair done in a French braid. Anyone from the ship looking for someone with bright red hair would miss her as she walked to the terminal to buy her ticket and check her bags and weapons. Her permits would allow her to take them home with her.
Her supershuttle to Earth with stops at Thessia, and The Citadel left in four hours. She bought a book at a gift shop, sat in seat at the gate waiting and read.





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