OKAY. So I literally had to find a blog like this through google, so I could have somewhere to talk about this because I am a friendless nerd who has nobody around who's into Dragon Age; at all, and less so in hearing me fangirl like an idiot. XD
Maker's breath.
Okay.
Let me just say that this is like my... I don't know 10th? 12th Inquisitor? I've done games that I have not completed so disregard that.
They've all been females. Because I'm a chick and I enjoy playing as a girl, of course. So I played the first time, and of course fell for Cullen. And then I did another playthrough for Bull, because he was really my type. And then I currently have one going for Blackwall and I've done his personal quest and fixed everything up for us.
Now, with that said? I had to literally start a new game because after so many playthroughs and countless times talking to Dorian and always choosing the mage route for the Breach, mage or not, with little headcanon roleplay added to my character, basically just to see him sooner in my game, I just had to romance him. I knew eventually I would but I just couldn't take it any more. (Have you HEARD him speak? Have you SEEN that glorious mustache?!)
So I made a cutie patootie Lavellan for him, since I really enjoy being an elf, and I started.
And MAKER'S BREATH IT GOT SO CUTE I CANT STAND IT
I stayed away from all spoilers, basically, for his romance. I just knew there was something about an amulet or something that he wanted, and then of course the problems with his dad in Redcliffe.
So I played, and I flirted and I squealed like an idiot and I just gave him his amulet and it was so sweet. I never knew he truly worried about what people thought of us. (I know, the dreaded Tevinter 'magister' and a Maker forbidden elven mage. How dare two people so looked down upon for simply being what they are try to be happy!)
And it was incredibly sweet. Of course, he's a incredible arse when it comes to accepting gifts, but he's a cute one.
I've always really related with his character. Somewhat with my sexuality even, since I'm bisexual, and moreso even with the family situation (Now my parents may not have tried to ever use blood magic on me, but there are... tensions and its far more along the lines of extremely dysfunctional and, like Dorian, having people tell you what you should do with your life, and expecting you to live a lie just... festers in you, like a poison.) To be able to see much more of him with this romance is absolutely thrilling! And I wasn't expecting him to be so... fluffy. Its so fluffy yet its sexy, its so romantic, yet its relatable. I really am enjoying it already and I am about to go to Halamshiral and I can only squeal in excitement about it!
This romance is just making me squeal like an idiot and I CANT HELP IT so I really needed some place like this to fangirl my little heart out!
when he said "Have you been to your quarters lately by chance?" "Not recently." "Do, when you have the time. here's... something there that might interest you." I was utterly nervous. None of my female quizzy romances gave me as many butterflies as Dorian is already giving me. Its just so... new, to be honest. I've seen most of what Bull's and Blackwall's and Cullen's romances have to offer, but Dorian? I know next to nothing about his and I'm never expecting anything that occurs and it always catches me off guard and makes me so excited.
ALSO THEN WHEN HE SAYS "That depends. How bad does the Inquisitor want to be?"
SWEET ANDRASTE.
Okay, that's about it, I'm terribly sorry to anyone who bothered to read this, I just needed to get this all out somewhere. xD
But, to sum it up, much more calmly... His romance is truly wonderful. He's always seemed to really care about my inquisitor, and never seemed to want anything in return. I always took a bit of offence when people like Cassandra or Blackwall got things started and warned not to trust him, et cetera, because I never once doubted or questioned him. He was the only one not joining to 'become a better man' or 'to get paid' or 'to serve the Maker'. He simply did it because it was 'the right thing to do.'
And I really like that. He's always been extremely charming of course, and anyone with ears can attest to that. He's always been my inquisitors- my past females of course- best friend and now that I have my first male Inquisitor, he's the love of his life, to put it plainly.
I'm thoroughly enjoying the romance already and I'm really excited to see what's in store for me down the road.