Morning!
I just wanted to take a second to address the Cullen thread with something important for a moment. I’ve been a member of this community for many years now- since Origins, although that was under another name. I’ve specifically been a part of this thread for a long time now as well.
I know some of you will be going dark this week, so I wanted to say a few things before the bulk of this group left.
First of all, it’s been a real joy to have been a part of this community. It’s been very good to me even when I didn’t deserve it much. I can’t believe we went from daydreaming about an Amell/Cullen romance to actually, seriously, literally having Cullen as a romance in the game.
I hope you guys find it everything you ever hoped for. I'm really excited to see everyone's opinion.
Thanks to all of you for being a great family, for being welcoming, for being sweet and supportive and lovely all the time. It’s been the most fun I’ve ever had on a forum.
I also wanted to apologize. It’s kind of hard for me because I’m a bit like a pride demon, but not being here and taking some time away has really put things into some amount of perspective for me. I have a reputation of being a bit (lol...a bit?) plainspoken, sarcastic…and I ran with it. It gave me some kind of illusion of power or popularity, I don’t know. It fed my ego. I enjoyed making waves. But then it got way too big and instead of making waves I made a big giant ass tidal wave that I no longer had control of.
I hurt a lot of people in the process, and mostly I’ll never be able to fix it. I’ll keep trying, but I know I never will.
I’m sorry I was such a total ******. I’m sorry for being self-centered. I’m sorry for using my friends for some sort of twisted game that played in my own head. I regret how I treated many people in this thread.
I’m just really sorry. I’m not really a bad person, at least. I don’t really think I am. But I went too far and for that, I am very sincerely sorry.