*deep breath*
Ok. I finally bit the bullet and put my fic online, if anyone wants to read it. It is very much fluffy/funny rather than dark and angsty, so if you like sad and pain it's probably not your cuppa - one of my favorite authors is P.G. Wodehouse, after all! Maybe I actually have to be sad to write sad, or something, my personal journals are pretty dark.
In any case I prefer happy type fiction since it's a surer bet for happy endings than our poor real world.
I had to split it into multiple parts for size. It starts here: http://u2queenbee.de...art-1-508798068
Please bear in mind that this is easily the longest thing I've ever written and the first fiction I have ever shown anyone (apart from one very short in-character letter from my Cousland to Alistair pondering the ultimate sacrifice, which wasn't even entirely fiction because my real-life heart was broken into a basquillion pieces at that point.) I found it to be very useful writing practice and I think parts of it are good/funny/interesting. So, if you find any really glaring errors I have missed or something let me know, but...don't be mean, I'm squishy! And scared!
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And huge thanks to timebean for some very helpful suggestions and helping me have the confidence to post it. Trying to be braver this year!