R2s muse - okay, thank you. I don't mean to revisit topics long past. I did skim through this thread for answers but, um.. 5000+ pages! i missed it. i had posted all my shenko over at FF, but i don't seem to be seeing much activity there and the doc manager annoys me, anyhow. i'm at ao3 and my hubby built me a site, so that's where i landed.
Do not be embarrassed! (sage points her finger into the air, emphatically)
sooo, please excuse me a little rant - a rantlet, if you will - (also relevant to the nug dating sim question, which I *think* was in good fun from BW, but I don't know for sure)
It is one of my total pet peeves about gaming that some styles/types of gaming are considered 'more valid' than others. I remember looking up this awesome, totally thorough stat point allocation guide to fallout new vegas. The thing was amazing, but the person who wrote it kept saying things like 'Well, putting state points into charisma is an RP choice, which is to say it's not a choice at all.'
^ and that just bugs me. It bothers me when min-maxing - playing the game for every scrap of XP and loot in a totally OCD fashion - is considered 'real' gaming and sitting back on casual mode and exploring all the characters of the game is not. If you want to play the game as a dating sim, I say go for it. If you want to mod skyrim so it's peopled with furbies, go for it.
I mean, i read that somebody finished DAI in nightmare mode within a day of the game's release. That person got articles on gaming sites written about him/her, like it was this huge achievement - which, hey, it IS. But if my buddies ele and ottemis spend hours making mod retextures, or hours in the CC making amazing looking characters, is that somehow less valid? Why? because it's more about the art and craft than the button-punching? Or if someone (like most of the people on this thread) spends their spare time and considerable talent writing reams of fanfiction and making art, is that somehow less valid than putting up a video of beating the boss in a minute flat?
i mean, the game is an RPG. someone (the writer, brianne battye, at the very least), put a TON of time and effort into the writing of the cullen romance. i think it's totally legit to go nuts for her writing. is going nuts for the gameplay more valid? i don't think either is more important. the game has BOTH elements in it. if one is more important to you, that's just fine.
And frankly, a lot of people like multiple elements of the game. That's why Bioware video games rock so much: there's SO much in them. personally, I try to get every cheevo in the book - the insanity/nightmare run, romance all the toons, find every codex, read them all, make the 'perfect' build. AND i like to sit there musing on the character development and why i think cullen is such an amazing person over all 3 games. i just soak in every corner of the game, and if someone thinks that all i'm doing is fangeeking over the cute boys in it ... well, I AM geeking out over the cute boys, but that's not all i'm doing. if anything thinks that i'm 'just one of those romantic fangirls' that's their mistake. i'm a romantic fangirl AND i'm a gamer. these aren't mutually exclusive.
Sooo, to draw my little rant to a close, I don't think anyone should EVER have to apologize for what they like in a game. not all fans will ship all the same stuff, not every fan will enjoy all the same things in the game. but i think respect for everyone else's enjoyment of the game is where it should start. and then we can all enjoy how the game's art inspires so many people to enjoy themselves and make more art.
and cullen's beautifulness does inspire a lot of art. as it should.
(ahem, end rantlet)
okay, in short, i'm saying, don't apologize. you are noticing and enjoying something that was put there for a reason. and if you never want to play the game for any other reason than to admire cullen, that is just fine. more than fine. 