I just finished listening to the podcast and... oh my god. I'm going to try and sound as coherent as possible.
It's something of a comfort to have that validation that Solas was never dishonest about his feelings for Lavellan - that's a big deal for a guy with plenty of reasons to lie. More than that, he went with the intention of telling Lavellan who he really was, came so close to leaving the past behind him, because she just meant so much to him. Whatever the future holds, lethallin, at least we have this! This is pretty amazing on its own already!
I don't feel like that vallaslin scene was any lesser after what Weekes has told us. Regardless of whether or not Solas planned to offer to remove the vallaslin from the get go, it was still a very meaningful and thoughtful gesture.
Agh... So many feelings.
I stepped away from that podcast feeling, actually quite okay. In my heart of hearts, I knew the Vallaslin scene had more to it. The way Solas hung on the words "...the truth" told me that, so to have Patrick Weekes confirm what I felt, was very validating. I must be a glutton for punishment, because I love the conflict in this romance. I don't think I would care about it as much as I do, if there wasn't something incredibly profound going on in the background.
I still savor the moments when Solas is trying desperately to hold himself back from being close with your Levellan, the subtle shake of his head, you see his struggle, his yearning, his longing to hold her, but trying to remain true to the path he has set for himself. It's delicious.
And it's stuck with me, haunted my waking hours and my dreams, literally, I dream of him, what's wrong with me, I'm a grown ass married woman with kids and a dog, why am I so love-sick over a fictional character?! I've never liked bald men, but his voice, and those ears, and his gaze...
...aaaand there goes my attempt at writing something of any importance.
*clears throat*
As I was saying, I would like, at the very least, for any further content to allow those of us who romanced Solas, to have a conversation with him (the one that beautiful jerk promised us before he left us broken-hearted and ALONE), and a chance to either remain in a, how can I put this, in a "long-term relationship", or a final goodbye, so that Levellan can either choose to be single, or choose to romance another. Whether it be current companions or any future ones they add in (*cough* Abelas *cough*)





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