Uhhhhhh, I'm writing some chapters for my fic and it's spiraling me into a pessimistic cloud of bitter sad negativity. I started writing because I wanted to flesh out the moments where Solas is falling in love with Lavellan, but diving so deep into the inner-workings of their relationship is leaving me... not melancholy, but "er, Solas! WHY!?"
Stupid feelings, stupid fictional character making me feel feelings, stupid love, stupid game, stupid love blinded Lavellan, stupid selflessly selfish Solas, and stupid romance that was destined for disaster from the start!
I think I'm either building up for a rant or for a lot of button mashing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Sorry new comer, I'm not usually like this.