Everyone living together in a rich house and writing? Sounds like one of those reality shows. 
I'm really not a good person to live with. I'm messy but extremely ticked off if anyone touches my stuff.
I'm an awful person to live with. I feel sorry for my housemates. I pass as allistic/neurotypical in public very easily (I have been spending the entirety of my life learning how to pass, it's possibly the one thing I'm very good at) but at home I frequently stim by pacing very loudly, often hurriedly, sometimes running, sometimes making audible noises too. I know exactly how childish this is and when I'm caught doing it it's literally the most mortifying thing (I like it when people think I'm normal, like I said, it's a skill I'm pretty good at, it feels like someone's literally ripped off my mask).
Thing is, if I'm not able stim in some capacity, I end up really stressed out and wound up. It's really, really relaxing just to... walk, and mutter, and let loose, it's like how repetitive manual labour can be really nice in small doses, you just lose yourself in the motion. So I do it at home - because it's my own home, I can do what I like within reason, I'm breaking no law asides from social etiquette, and it makes my brain feel better. However, the walls in my house are very thin, and combined with my odd sleeping patterns, I've accidentally woken people up before with noisy weird body language stuff (literally the most mortifying thing oh god).
I'm actually pretty afraid about what'll happen if I ever find a partner I like enough to move in with. They'll have to deal with all my weird antics (plus my bad cooking and general ineptitude with anything 'real world'. I think I'll cry if I ever have to get out another loan).
So: reassure yourself knowing you can't be any worse than me 
Or get kicked out? I seriously never stop worrying about that 
And the degree doesn't really matter. Or at least that's what I tell myself. Cause I suck and really don't deserve one.
Ummm, sorry. Don't know what's up with me tonight. Don't mind me and have some cute Solas face. http://harellanart.tumblr.com/


*hugs*
You're fantastic, okay? I think you need more hugs.