Just randomly went to check stuff on my inactive tumblr account and OMG, THE THING OF BEAUTY~

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Posting, since it's *somewhat* related xD
Just randomly went to check stuff on my inactive tumblr account and OMG, THE THING OF BEAUTY~

by http://thomas-wakely.deviantart.com/
Posting, since it's *somewhat* related xD
So...those angsty feels that I was having over leaving my Hawke to die in the Fade?
This is what came of it. Basically an unedited, messy stream of horrible feels. I would appreciate some feedback: it's been a long time since I wrote anything this feelsy.
@Fen'Inan: Sorry I didn't get to your chapter today
I'll be better tomorrow when I'm not crippled with sudden Hawke angst.
Sorry, I live in NZ, shipping to literally anywhere is stupidly expensive. But let me warn you, on your quest for tea. Gather round, children, and I'll tell you my tale of woe.
Years ago my sister-in-law gave me a teapot for a Birthday. I guess she didn't know what else to give me and it was pretty enough, so it sat on the mantelpiece. My mother saw it and thought it looked lonely, so she got me another one for Christmas to keep it company. A friend saw the two of them and thought they looked cute so she gave me one too. Then my brother gave me another. Then an old family friend, my grandparents, even my own boyfriend.
Soon it was nothing but teapots, every birthday,Christmas, and family gathering, teapots everywhere. They flooded in until I ran out of room, every shelf, cupboard and bench, brewing, always brewing. Watching. I was hedged in and still more arrived. What could I do? After years of gladly saying I loved them how could I confess to those I love the most that I am, at best, only mildly fond of tea? No, it was impossible, I must smile and bear it, for it is too late for me. But I warn you, when that first pot arrives, turn it away. Do not let it into your house! Once it begins, the deluge never ends
But don't mind me, I'm just a rambling old lady. Would you care for some tea?
Lucky you! I would love to get teapots as gifts! I'm very into tea.
I have a big collection of teapots and teacups/saucers but I had to get them all on my own. (Working at a thrift store was awesome for that.)
But you're right about it spiraling uncontrollably into a massive collection.
I need to buy some cabinets so I can bring them here.
Unfortunately, I had to leave most of them at my mother's house when I moved.
I really miss them!
*walks into Blanket Fort*
I get to sit in the happy corner cause I figured out how I want to end my Zevellan fic and it totally makes up for all the feels that will come before it and it makes me so happy I'm going to burst.
On a Solas note-
No, actually I don't have a Solas note at the moment, because I'm so happy for my little Lavellan.
* sits in the happy corner*
*walks into Blanket Fort*
I get to sit in the happy corner cause I figured out how I want to end my Zevellan fic and it totally makes up for all the feels that will come before it and it makes me so happy I'm going to burst.
On a Solas note-
No, actually I don't have a Solas note at the moment, because I'm so happy for my little Lavellan.
* sits in the happy corner*
I can join you in the happy corner for IRL reasons.
I'm very happy right now.
Sooo... lyrium party? The next flavor we should try is cyan.
Just copied some of my Solavellan playlist into a collaborative Feels and Angst list - https://open.spotify...t3rnOhIHOS6ChQV
Will contribute. Hope no one hates me afterwards.
* sits in the happy corner*
So jealous of your happy corner.
So jealous of your happy corner.
How can we have you join us, falon?
We need you in the happy corner. ![]()
Edit: Maybe Solas in a flanner shirt would help. http://salesart.tumblr.com/

I'm curious what we'd even all assemble, given how different we are in here, from all over, and with different backgrounds and preferences.
My fluff songs do tend to be on the sweet side. I think you all know I am feelsy.
If this actually works, we could have other collaborative lists that might reflect our collective weirdness....or might work...somehow.
Does anyone else log into a game just to have the sounds in the background? Ambience I like:
Hearing the leaves rustling and the soft rain is really nice.
How can we have you join us, falon?
We need you in the happy corner.
LOL, I'm fine. Just residual Hawke feels. For me, feelsy fanfiction is a form of catharsis. It's how I purge the angst. So after writing it, I'm left a bit drained. I probably won't try to write fluff in this state, but give it a few hours and I'll be back to Fade butt and slow arrow jokes
Good, good. Get some rest.
But just in case, sending hugs your way!
The slow arrow will be there when you return ![]()
Sable, fluffy corner deliverer of feels. ![]()
So...those angsty feels that I was having over leaving my Hawke to die in the Fade?
This is what came of it. Basically an unedited, messy stream of horrible feels. I would appreciate some feedback: it's been a long time since I wrote anything this feelsy.
@Fen'Inan: Sorry I didn't get to your chapter today
I'll be better tomorrow when I'm not crippled with sudden Hawke angst.
That's okay, I wasn't planning on smiling today anyway.
Hawke's always been my favourite, with Varric and Solas tied for second place. Her death always hits me really hard, probably because of all those she leaves behind.
That was beautiful. Beautifully written, and filled with beautifully gut wrenching emotion. Very good use of Varric's line 'It's not a good story unless the hero dies'. That always struck me as bioware's motto, as well as heartrendingly foreboding on its own. I liked the fearful respect Hawke was given, everybody knows she's technically some kind of 'hero', but they also know about the long line of corpses that trail behind her. Anders, hopeless, haunted Anders. And then Varric, the only one who can keep going, because he's the best at lying to himself. Ugh, DA2 characters are pros at Angst.
What I'm trying to say is I enjoyed it.
Also, grad student Solas totally has flannel pajamas
I'll tell you in advance if I start getting compulsions to paint on walls.
We'll be there with lots of hugs to redeem you ![]()
Edit: Top Solas. Have some more modern AU Solas. http://salesart.tumblr.com/Who else?

We'll be there with lots of hugs to redeem you
Edit: Top Solas. Have some more modern AU Solas. http://salesart.tumblr.com/Who else?
I can join you in the happy corner for IRL reasons.
I'm very happy right now.
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Sooo... lyrium party? The next flavor we should try is cyan.
FadeBook
June: So, I think I just invented a new flavor.
Dirthamen: Oh? Do tell?
June: I don't know how to describe it.
Falon'Din: What color is it?
Andruil: GTFO i did dis wit my bear handz
Andruil: sorry wrong convo
June: It's lyrium color. Kinda cyan. Just the flavor is different. Taste more Fadey.
Fen'Harel: Oh? Fadey? What an amusing word you invented.
June: wtf?
Dirthamen: You mentioned the Fade. You know better than that, bro.
June:What wrong with the word Fadey?
Fen'Harel: It's not a real word.
June: Can be if I want.
Fen'Harel: You can't just make up words! You may craft with raw physical material, but let's all be honest I am the one who crafts with things of the mind such as words. If you all came to my poetry readings you would know.
June: I can craft up Fadey.
Fen'Harel: As if.
Falon'Din: I wouldn't push that button, Fen'Harel.....
June:*posts selfie with the most ornately jeweled hooka device for lyrium in the background surrounded by Desire Demons*
June:What was that? Who wants to get Fadey?
Dirthamen: TF is that thing?!?! OMF I'm coming over Right NOW!!
Falon'DIn Never mind what I said. Please, Fen'Harel push his buttons.
He's dressed exactly like my dad does on summer holiday. All I can think of seeing that is a crowded beach in the evening in southern Portugal with wooden stalls selling overpriced ice cream. The only difference is that he lacks a tan.
Portugal
Solas
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Solas in Portugal...
*headcanon explodes*
FadeBook
June: So, I think I just invented a new flavor.
Dirthamen: Oh? Do tell?
June: I don't know how to describe it.
Falon'Din: What color is it?
Andruil: GTFO i did dis wit my bear handz
Andruil: sorry wrong convo
June: It's lyrium color. Kinda cyan. Just the flavor is different. Taste more Fadey.
Fen'Harel: Oh? Fadey? What an amusing word you invented.
June: wtf?
Dirthamen: You mentioned the Fade. You know better than that, bro.
June:What wrong with the word Fadey?
Fen'Harel: It's not a real word.
June: Can be if I want.
Fen'Harel: You can't just make up words! You may craft with raw physical material, but let's all be honest I am the one who crafts with things of the mind such as words. If you all came to my poetry readings you would know.
June: I can craft up Fadey.
Fen'Harel: As if.
Falon'Din: I wouldn't push that button, Fen'Harel.....
June:*posts selfie with the most ornately jeweled hooka device for lyrium in the background surrounded by Desire Demons*
June:What was that? Who wants to get Fadey?
Dirthamen: TF is that thing?!?! OMF I'm coming over Right NOW!!
Falon'DIn Never mind what I said. Please, Fen'Harel push his buttons.
Please never stop. ![]()
Ummm....
Is there any chance you could put that under a spoiler tag?
Only that is actually terrifying.