Note that if you pick the right options in DAII she tells you that she initially went to Marethari for aid on the Eluvian.
Marethari refused because of the Taint and they argued about it, prompting Merrill to go for blood magic (the only viable route since Marethari won't team up with her to pool their healing magic and she has no lyrium) to cleanse the shard. When it works, she tells Marethari of this and how they can now work on it safely, to which Marethari asks her how she came to do so. She tells her, they argue some more, and this ultimately leads to her choosing self-exile.
Merrill's always gone by the rules. She's always followed protocol which is to go to the Keeper first about any new information about Dalish lore (I think that was stated in the DE origin). But she firmly believes the Eluvian is too important to ignore and that you can't just toss out history because you don't like it. So she tried to find a balance between the two.
It's not open rebellion against the Keeper. It's more trying to find a middle ground that Marethari staunchly refused to go near for stupid reasons and Merrill decided she wasn't going to get anywhere.
I've gone over this before a year ago on my blog... and I probably should start Part 2 on my Dire Bunnies thing sometime.
But alas, I have so much to do and not enough time to do it.
Well, that's a good question. I wonder why Marethari refused to help Merrill, was it because she thought that the Eluvian was too dangerous? But, she loved Merrill and was ready to sacrifice her life for her, so it doesn't make sense to allow Merril to go away with an artefact she thinks is dangerous in the first place.
Perhaps she knew that Merril will not be able to fix it so she was hoping that ,with time, Merril will give up and come back to the clan? But that doesn't explain why she refused to help her in the first place, I mean if she truly thought that the mirror was harmless, why toss away a potentially valuable elvish artifact since she's a Keeper?
Or maybe Marethari knew already (more or less) how to fix the eluvian and she thought that the price to pay was not worth it? Perhaps she knew/thought that only spirits could bring an effective answer and that she totally refused to bargain with them? If this was her reason then I can imagine why she didn't talked about that to Merrill, I mean, if Merril had known from the start that the only way to fix the eluvian was by coercing a spirit for its help, then she probably would have started with that.





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