Bartha stepped into the kitchen and had a good look around. She smirked at the size and at its well stocked appearance. ‘We could have some good parties over here…’ She picked up a bottle of wine and inspected the label. The bottle had been opened up before, so she uncorked it and poured some into a goblet. She took a sip from the wine. ‘Oh, Tarl certainly has a good taste. I should try to find out where he gets his supplies from.’ She put the bottle back on the shelf. Then her eye caught the hatch of the trapdoor. ‘Hmm, let’s have a look what more he has in store…’ She opened the hatch and went down the ladder, to the basement below.
‘Andraste’s ass… I think I’ll stay camping down here.’ The basement was not large, but full with all kinds of food and drinks. A large cabinet caught her eye and again she went to check out the contents: ‘White wine… Brandy… oh, that’s a good one!.. huh, what’s that?’ She picked up a bottle that was totally wrapped up. ‘Champagne? What’s that supposed to be?’ She emptied the goblet and put knelt to put it down for a moment. Her legs got a bit unsteady when she got up again. ‘Maker’s breath, seriously? Already? I’m getting out of shape.’ She shook her head and directed her attention back to the mysterious bottle. ‘Well, let’s try some of this than.’ She uncorked the bottle and poured a bit in her goblet. ‘Oh, it’s bubbly!’ She sniffed it before taking a sip. ‘Oh, but that is good stuff!’
Beldin tried to relax, but he was still too anxious to do more than pace the corridors. The day had begun peacefully enough, but it certainly had not ended that way... and his knee was hurting again. The previous night's respite had given him hope that it was cured for good, but he was not too surprised to find that was not the case. The injury was eight years old and had never healed properly in the first place. If magic could not reverse scarring, it could not undo years of abuse, either. He did not know whether to be relieved or dismayed to learn that magic had limits.
He walked back to his room and then back to the library and then back to his room again, but the activity did not soothe his restlessness, so he closed the door behind him and explored the manor. He had been to the library, but he had not yet examined the paintings and weapons that lined the corridor. He decided that Tarl had good taste both in art and in iron.
Light spilled from the open kitchen doorway, which struck him as odd. The servants would have lit a fire in the oven for the next morning's baking, but they would not have left the oven door open, nor would they be wasteful enough with the warden's oil stores to leave lamps burning in a room that no one would use for hours. Their day started early, long before daybreak, and they would have gone to their beds long before. The pantry door was open, too, as was another trap door that Tarl had not mentioned.
He knelt on the floor and stuck his head through the opening. Bartha was within, a goblet in her hand.
"Hail, Bartha!" he greeted her as he began to descend the ladder. "Would you mind if I joined you?"
Bartha looked up and sent Beldin a warm smile. "Not at all. I didn't expect to keep this all for myself anyway." She held up the bottle and offered it to Beldin. "Do you want to try some..." She checked the label: "Cham-peg-ny? Must be something for champions? Anyway, it tastes good."
Beldin climbed the rest of the way down the ladder and immediately bumped his head on the low ceiling. Vintiver's first wardens were on the shorter side, it seemed.
"Can't say I've ever heard of it," he said, accepting the bottle and examining the label himself. "The word looks Orlesian."
He gave the bottle a cautious sniff, and blinked when the fizz tickled his nose.
"Is it magic, do you think?" he asked her, but he was already reaching for one of the pewter tasting cups on the sideboard. He poured some in and watched the bubbles shimmer on the surface of the liquid. Cautiously, he raised the cup to his mouth.
"It is good!" he agreed. "A bit sweeter than the North Slope Green, but not in a bad way."
"Magic in a bottle? Do you think they can do that?" She looked at the contents of her goblet. "Well, if it is, we should get those mages to make us some more. This would sell well, I recon."
She took another sip of her drink. "North slope... that's good, bit expensive though. You like wine?"
Beldin laughed.
"Can't say that I've had much of it to tell," he said. "I was stationed at one of the remote outposts, and they sent us beer and ale. The taverns of Amaranthine had wine, but we only went there when we had a three day pass, which wasn't often."
Lady Sophie had wine, he added silently, and she bade you drink your fill. Regrets, old man?
"How about you?" he asked. There were no chairs, so he sat cross-legged on the floor.
She felt her cheeks get warm. As far as she could recall, it was the first time she had heard Beldin laugh. And somehow it made him look and sound incredibly sexy to her...
Without much thought, she followed his example and sat down on the ground. With her eyes on the ceiling, she pondered a bit before answering. "Hmm, usually I would rather take an ale or beer, but when I get the time for it, I like to have a good wine to enjoy." She folded her hands behind her head. "I guess I've got to blame the parents for that. There is good coin to catch in trading wines, as you probably know. Beer and ale you can get everywhere, but wine is more exclusive, and therefore attracts the wealthier public. But to ensure that your customers will keep turning to you, you'll have to ensure quality... I have tasted so many samples that I stopped counting." She glanced at the rows of bottles next to her. "My middle brother is specializing in trading alcoholic beverages. He was hoping I could get him some suppliers from Vintiver."
Then she turned her gaze on Beldin. "And how about you? What is your favorite?"
She sounded like a merchant, all right, and the novelty of hearing such things in their current crisis quieted his self-reproach, at least for a while.
"I've only had four kinds," he said, draining his cup and refilling it before topping off Bartha's. The thought of having tasted hundreds of wines boggled his mind. "This may be my favorite."
He too leaned back against a cask, but he kept sipping his wine. The tingling of the bubbles in his mouth fascinated him.
"Your family must take their wine buying very seriously to send such a skilled duelist for samples," he said. "We all got a little hot when the wolves showed up, but you've got style."
Perhaps he should ease up on the wine, he thought. He was only on his second cup, and already he was feeling mellow and contented.
She let out a chuckle. "Be glad! I bet you are still able to keep them apart, right? Ah, thank you for the refill." She held the goblet up a bit, as if it would help with studying the contents. "But I agree with you that this must be one of the best."
Bartha bit on her upper lip, with a grin on her face. "Oh, they do. Far less risk involved than with lyrium, better margins than with weaponry and armor... but they didn't quite send me, you know... I've had enough of all the shoehorning and just left to see something of the world. He basically yelled after me to search for some contacts for him..." She felt her cheeks getting scarlet again, than eyed Beldin through her eyelashes. He didn't seem to be mocking her... "Thank you... I think you are the first one to say that I've got 'style'... But I'd be done for if it wasn't for people like you. You've got experience and know where to find someones weaknesses and strength, if the sparring match earlier today can be used as an example." She chuckled. "I've got a tendency to just walk in headfirst and keep hitting till they stop hitting in return."
She brought the goblet to her lips for another sip.
"You rebel, you," he teased, chuckling at her description of running away with her brother shouting instructions after her, then Hmf!'ed into his cup with enough force to splash it when she started talking about the wolf fight.
"People like me," he said. "I, myself, spent the entire battle trying to keep them from biting my nuts off. I'd say they knew more about my weaknesses than the other way around. Sparring was fun, though. It's a shame that I didn't get to have a go against Mercuriel. He and Tessa had a good bout."
He tipped the bottle toward Bartha's cup, but nothing came out. Counting backward, he got as far as four. She had one, he had one, and then they both had a second. That was probably about as much as a bottle held. He got creakily to his feet and bonked his head on the pantry floor joists again. He pulled another bottle off the rack and peeled the wrapping back.
"What do you think the wire cage is for?" he asked, tilting the bottle toward her so she could see the bindings around the stopper. "Do they think it'll claw its way out of the bottle?"
She shrugged: “I think you fought well, even if you were unlucky enough that they kept going for the sensitive parts. In my case they kept trying to bite off my face: must be the height difference.” She rubbed her chin with one hand, in the meanwhile eying Beldin. “But you seemed to have more effect on Tessa than Mercuriel had, and I don’t mean with battle prowess only.”
Bartha looked a little worried when Beldin bonked his head against the ceiling: “Oh, be careful! It appears that this place is more suited for dwarves than for you humans.”
She wanted to take a sip from her goblet, but found out that it was empty. “Hmm, these bottles empty quickly don’t they? Perhaps that is why they cage the bottle… to prevent the contents from running off even sooner.” She smirked. “Maybe it’s magic after all.”
She rolled the goblet around between her hands. The alcohol was making her feel comfortable, and she glanced up at the tall man in front of her. “Would you like to go for a round of sparring with me?”
Beldin shifted from foot to foot as she spoke. He would have jammed his fingers in his ears and hummed loudly if he thought she wouldn't take it as rudeness. It led to all kinds of thoughts he did not want to have, especially when he was enjoying a rare moment of relaxation.
They aren't for you, you great oaf, he told himself. And nothing good ever happens when you let your libido do the thinking. Or do you need a brand on the other shoulder as a reminder?
He hesitated before undoing the wires. She was back to talking about sparring again, and that held a lot more promise as a conversational topic than the other thing.
"What?" he said. "Do you want to have a go? Here and now?"
He had left off his armor when he dressed for dinner, but he had buckled on his sword belt as he always did. The warden said they were safe here, but no sense in being unprepared. Usually, he fought with the axe, but the blade tended to catch on furniture, which their host might not appreciate. The broadsword was better indoors... but it was still too dangerous to use in here. For one thing, his stance was a little unsteady, thanks to the wine. It was stronger than he expected. If she wanted to spar, they'd need less lethal weapons. He spied two wooden mixing spoons on the sideboard next to a punch bowl, and an idea began to form in his champagne-muddled brain.
He picked them up and offered her one.
"As the challenged, I claim the right to choose the weapons," he said.
Bartha burst out into laughing when Beldin offered her the spoon. She hadn't really meant that they should spar right here, right now... but hey, why not? "Oh no, not the dreaded spoons! If I won't survive... please tell my family that I love them..." With a wink she took the spoon from Beldin.
Getting up on her feet took her more effort than expected. A bit wobbly at first, but she managed to steady her legs and get into a battle stance, the spoon pointing at Beldin. "Ready?"
Beldin hunkered down into a defensive stance, putting his weight on his back leg and wondering if he remembered enough of his early training with sticks to do him any good... and then he decided not to bother. Tipsy as he was, it wasn't as if he'd actually gain any training from it.
He gripped the spoon on each hand as if it were a viciously abbreviated quarterstaff and said, "Ready!"
And immediately let go of one end and twapped Bartha on the forearm.
"Ah ha!" he almost giggled. "No one ever expects the dreaded spoon!"
Bartha let out a short shriek when the spoon hit her. It didn’t really hurt, but she hadn’t expected it that soon. She recovered quickly though, and stepped in towards Beldin. “Maker, how dare you attack an innocent and harmless woman like that!” She started to giggle as she quickly hit Beldin on the outside of his hand.
"Ow, ow, ow!" Beldin laughed, flapping his hand to get rid of the sting. "Devious and deceitful, you are!"
But even as he was speaking, he was already moving, and he tapped her with the back of the spoon on the shoulder.
She joined him in laughing. A few quick steps were enough to close in and poke him in his belly. Under normal circumstances, this would have been easy. However, the amount of consumed alcohol made her reacting a lot slower, and more clumsy. Midway she made a misstep, causing her to end up lower than anticipated. She was able to prevent the spoon from hitting Beldin in the groin, but hit him full in the lower abdomen nonetheless. After that she went to the ground herself, as she found herself on a slippery wet patch on the floor.
That jab was a little too close to Beldin's heart (or associated organs). It didn't hurt, but it did startle him, and he stepped back, hitting his head on the beam with enough force to stagger him. He dropped to his hands and knees, reeling.
When his vision cleared, Bartha's face looked up at him.
"Are you alright? That ceiling is not going to give in." She lifted her head, narrowing the gap between them till just an inch or two. Her voice a purry whisper: "If you wanted to play rough, you could have just said so." She held on for some moments, whilst looking Beldin in the eyes, before lowering her head back to the ground.
She held up the spoon, waving it in front of his face, and smiled mischievously at Beldin. "You haven't yet won, though."
He looked down at Bartha's impish grin and bright eyes, and almost laughed himself, but another image intruded in his mind. For a heartbeat, he was five years old again, awakened from a nightmare, and standing outside his father's open bedroom door. His father was inside, naked, and pinning an equally nude village girl to the bed. His father later explained that sometimes, adults like to play games with each other, and that one day he'd understand. He did understand, but it was still not something he wanted to be thinking about right now. He pushed himself off Bartha and onto his haunches as he caught his breath.
"That's a little rougher than I had in mind," he panted, forcing a grin. Bartha's vibrant humor was a blessing. She did not need to see his dark moods. "Give me a moment to catch my breath. That ceiling is more stalwart than I am, I fear."
He reached for his cup and filled it from the tap of a nearby cask. It was still wine, but it was probably both weaker and cheaper than the champagne. It would have to be.
Bartha grinned as Beldin moved away from her. ‘Too bad… I wouldn’t mind to play a bit more with you.’ She felt her cheeks flush again as her imagination got a bit lively, so she got to her feet whilst Beldin was occupied with filling his cup.
She leaned against the wall, arms crossed, and eyed him. ‘Yes boy, you are handsome… and you probably know that too.’ Absently she wetted her lips as he drank from his cup. ‘Maker’s breath… are you now going to make me jealous over a cup of wine? Hmm… no matter who you are chasing after, she’s going to be a lucky girl… I guess it’s Tessa now, right? Ah well… let’s just enjoy the bits I get… Whilst he is still on his hunches.’
Slowly she walked over to Beldin and moved to stand behind him. She placed both hands on his shoulders and started to rub them with her thumbs. “Going to exchange me for a cup of wine? Must be some expensive wine than.” She chuckled teasingly.
Beldin flinched violently at Bartha's touch, splashing most of the wine across the front of his tunic. He plunged into sobriety like an icy lake, and he seized her wrists and thrust them away from him, his grip like iron.
"Bartha, don't," he said, then his voice softened, pleading, "please. I beg you."
Bartha stared at Beldin breathlessly for a few moments, startled. The clinging of the wine cup hitting the floor still echoing in her ears. She glanced at his hands, clasped around her wrists, with white knuckles from the tension. “Maker… what’s that about?” Her first instinct was to start fighting him, to get free from his grip. But the man holding her appeared broken... and intensely startled, not intending to make use of the vulnerable position he had her forced into. Nonetheless: it make her feel highly uncomfortable. She recalled feeling some kind of ridge with the thumb of her left hand… ‘Is he still wounded?’ Her face turned worried and her voice softened, especially when Beldin started to beg her to stop touching him. “I’m sorry… did I hurt you? I won’t touch you if you don’t want that. I just… didn’t know you are wounded.” She glanced at the growing stain of wine on the his tunic before looking back at the man’s face. “I promise I don’t want to hurt you… Will you please let go?”
He let go instantly, staring at his hands as if he'd forgotten that they belonged to him.
Now that the panic was past, adrenaline drained from him, leaving the usual fatigue and queasiness in its wake.
"I'm sorry," he said, deflating even further and willing the nausea to subside. "I should not have lashed out at you like that. No, I'm not injured. Not anymore. It's just that I..."
His voice trailed off. He owed her some kind of explanation for his outburst, but he had no idea where to begin.
And there she was, staring at him. Red circles ringed her wrists, marks where his fingers had gripped them. He prayed that they would not bruise.
"Please," he said, shifting to make room on the floor beside him, "sit down. I seem to have hurt you. I am truly sorry."
He sighed and raked his fingers through his already-sweaty hair. It was disgusting, but then, he was disgusted with himself to begin with.
"You've heard me mention Amaranthine," he said. "Things... happened. I was convicted of a crime, and they branded me. Tempest healed it, but too much time had passed since I got it, and there was nothing she could do about the scar."
Carefully Bartha sat down next to Beldin. She crossed her legs and put her hands in her lap. Although she did her best to make a relaxed impression, she kept rubbing her hands together. She glanced at her wrists: they started to feel warm, but that was something for later. She glanced back at Beldin and listened silently whilst he was searching for words.
“They branded you?” Her voice was soft, and she had now moved her hands to her knees, basically cradling herself. “May… may I ask for what?” She wasn’t sure whether she wanted to know the answer, but the words had left her mouth before she took the time to consider them. Many thoughts occupied her mind. She knew that branding was a severe punishment, so it had to be something serious… But what could he have done? Kill someone? Steal something really valuable? But wasn’t he a guard or soldier up in Amaranthine?
He knew the question was coming, but he was still unprepared for it. And he had already shown her how violent he could be.
Glancing down, he noticed his sword belt on the floor beside him. He nudged it across the floor with his feet until it was well out of reach, then drew his knees up against his chest and wrapped his arms around them, gripping his own elbows.
He considered lying, saying that he stole from his superior officer or killed a man in a brawl, but he could not bring himself to do it. If she was ever going to trust him, as unlikely as that might seem now, he could not begin with dishonestly.
"I was convicted of rape," he said flatly.
She eyed him pushing away his sword belt with his feet. It made her feel more uncomfortable… ‘Why would he push his weaponry out of reach? Was he planning to attack me? Did I ask too much?’
He made himself small, but even rolled up he was obviously still larger than her. He appeared to her like a child, sitting in a corner after receiving punishment: vulnerable and humiliated.
She was not prepared for his answer though. It felt like her heart missed a few beats, and she found herself moving away from him. Incredulously she stared at him, with wide open eyes. ‘No.. no! I must have misunderstood him.’ Tears burned in her eyes, as her mind brought back memories…
It was dark when she was on her way back home after spending the evening at the inn. Some of the locals had been watching her the whole time. Something in the way they looked and behaved had made her feel uncomfortable. “Hey sweety, where are you going?” She almost bumped into someone. ‘Where did he come from?’ One a closer look, she recognized it was one of the guys from the inn. She really did not like the leering look in his eyes and the way he was eying her up. “None of your business.” She tried to get past him, but he blocked her. “Tsss, why don’t you keep me some company, ey?” The smell of alcohol hung around his entire being. It was not like she was sober, but she was sure she did not smell like that. “No.” When she tried to get past him again. He grabbed her and pushed her against the wall. “Don’t be such a spoil… We can have some fun you know…” He growled and let go when he found her boot full against his knee. A moment later, he had a dagger on his throat. “I won’t warn you again. Leave me alone, and I might consider leaving you in one piece.” She hissed at him and pushed the dagger just hard enough to pierce the skin and draw some blood. Then she turned around and ran all the way home.
She felt herself trembling when she had relived those moments. She wiped her eyes and avoided Beldin’s gaze. “Were you drunk?”
If he thought that he was as miserable as he could possibly be, he was wrong.
"Aye," he said wretchedly, "but that's just a mask we wear so we don't see the monster in the mirror. 'I was drunk.' 'She wouldn't have worn that gown if she didn't want attention.' 'She was playing hard to get.' All lies. Ask any rapist, and he'll give you a thousand reasons why he didn't do what she said he did."
She pulled her legs against her chest, wrapped her arms around them and laid her head on her knees. The trembling increased, and she could not tell whether the cold she felt was coming from within or had actually anything to do with the temperature. One hand moved to her boot. She watched him a bit, studying him as he just sat there. “I… I’ll be honest with you. I would never have expected anything like that from you. I’m really shocked.”
She took a deep breath. A mixture of anger and fear started to take over, and she wanted to control her emotions. Here she was, sitting in a basement, intoxicated, with a man who was apparently a rapist… She felt trapped, and going to panic could prove to be fatal. Bartha looked at the trapdoor and the ladder: if required, she would most likely be able to run for it.
“Is that why you came here?” Her voice was flat.
"No," he said. "I came here because you invited me to join you for some wine."
He wanted to get up, retrieve his sword, and hand it to her, but he did not dare move. Instead, he laid his forehead against his knees.
"My sword is over there," he said. "I put it there for you, so that all the power would be yours. I am outside the protection of any law. You can cut my throat right now, and no one in Ferelden would accuse you of any wrongdoing. I would not try to stop you, but even if I survived, I could not accuse you because that mark on my shoulder makes my testimony worthless. That's why it was put there."
He almost hoped that she would do it. Anything would be better than the loneliness that now closed his throat and turned his limbs to lead. Sister Arda was a decent woman. She might even give him a proper burning. He closed his eyes and waited.
Bartha tried to swallow the lump in her throat, but it was useless. Her voice was a mixture of anger and sadness. "I don't need a sword to cut a throat. You've had your punishment... unless you try to doanything against the will of me or anyone else. Then I will hunt you and find you." She wiped her eyes as she felt the tears coming up again.
"You asked me if you could join, and I agreed with that. I did not ask you to come here." She sighed as that came out more fierce than she intended too. "I don't know anymore if I can trust you, Beldin, even though I understand you have no interest in me... I just don't get it. Why would you feel a need to enforce yourself on someone? You get plenty of attention, you're good looking... Just ask... they'd line up for you."
She decided to just let the tears flow, as she was unable to stop them anyway. "I was once nearly raped by some drunk guy... I was just lucky enough to get away. And no, I was not wearing a gown..." Her eyes lingered to some unseen spot on the wall. "It didn't happen, but nonetheless I've been afraid for ages to go out alone, or to get into a relationship. I can't imagine what the impact must be for someone who truly got..." She didn't finish her sentence.
"Oh, Maker," Beldin groaned. "I can't even begin to say how sorry I am for what happened to you. I can only say that no one is suffering on account of my actions except for me. And now, you. For the reminder I threw in your face."
He wanted to let the words sink in, but as emotional as she was, he did not want to leave her weeping a moment longer.
"I wasn't going to tell you that I didn't do it because I didn't want to whine about the injustice of it all," he said, "and it isn't something you should believe, coming from somebody who's almost a stranger. But I'll tell you what happened, and you can decide for yourself if you believe me or not."
Bartha took in some deep breaths, to try to regain control over her emotions. This was not the time... 'Do not make yourself an easy prey...'
Beldin offered her to tell his story, so she decided to just listen to it. She wasn't unarmed: she had her daggers with her. The pointing finger of her right hand slipped into her boot. And in case of emergency... there was the throwing dagger to give her a head start.... Touching the hilt with her pointing finger made her feel a bit more secure.
She'd frowned when he told what had occurred. She tensed when he moved a bit, but slowly relaxed when she noticed that he was not intending to get up.
She looked at him, a bit wary and confused. "Is that really what happened, Beldin? Because it requires... unwillingly entering of the body. Tell me the whole story."
"Alright," he said. "It isn't a long story. I was in Arl Howe's garrison outside Amaranthine, and his mistress, Lady Sophie, decided that I should be her lover. She had me transferred to her guard, and bade me go with her to his estate in the country. I never bedded her. I would have, so that's no proof of virtue on my part, but it never got that far. Arl Howe walked in, saw me in my small clothes, and she claimed I was trying to take her against her will. If it went to trial, Arl Howe's wife would discover that he had a mistress, so there was never a public trial. Lady Sophie convinced me to confess, and promised that she would protect me. I believed her, and she did. Arl Howe was going to have me hanged for treason, but instead he had me flogged, imprisoned, and branded. No one believes a man with a brand, and they shouldn't."
He shifted his weight to relieve a cramp and prayed that she wouldn't bolt. Or that she would.
"I sometimes wish Lady Sophie hadn't kept her word," he said. "But there's still time for that. Go to Tarl Dale and tell him what you know. He'll carry out Arl Howe's sentence to protect the village. And I can just die and get it over with."
Tarl Dale sat on the couch in his bedroom, leafing through letters he had no intention of reading. It gave his hands something to do, and prevented him from pacing.
Eshara had told him her story, or as much of it as fatigue would allow, and she appeared to be sleeping.
Abruptly, Tarl stood and tossed the entire stack of parchment on the fire, then stood back to watch it burn.
"Out of all the times I've dreamed of you taking me to your bed, it was never like this," Eshara said. He was at her side in an instant, but she waved him away. "I'm not going to die tonight, Tarl. Go back to filing your correspondence."
For a moment she stood still, deciding whether to go straight to her room, or first check whether the Warden was still awake and available. As she doubted that she could catch sleep anyway, she decided to go for the latter option.
The court room and office were both dark and deserted, so she went towards Tarl's bedroom. She heard voices on the other side of the door, so they were not asleep... and hopefully not too occupied with other things. Not convinced that it was the right decision... but the knocked on the door anyway.
"Enter!" Tarl called from the other side of the door. He stood halfway between the bed and the fireplace, still armored.
Slowly Bartha opened the door and looked around the corner. "My apologies for disturbing you at this time, my lord... I.. uh... hope you would have some time for me?"
After getting approval, she stepped in and closed the door behind her. With her arm stretched towards the door, she noticed the red marks on her wrists. Quickly she held her arms behind her back, hoping that Tarl and Eshara hadn't seen it.
She shifted her weight from one foot to another, not really sure how to begin. "My lord... Beldin actually asked me to come to you, but... I don't know what's true or not, so I was hoping that you would be able to confirm his story... regarding his conviction." She had a hard time looking at Tarl, and often her gaze escaped his. The mixed feelings weren't making it any easier, but it had to be done.
"His conviction?" Tarl asked, the firelight turning his concerned expression grim. "He said nothing to me of a criminal past. What was the crime?"
His voice was not loud, but his tone - and his gaze - was direct.
"Vintiver is tearing itself apart from within while an unknown enemy waits to do the same," he said. "I understand your reluctance to speak ill of a friend and traveling companion, but I cannot afford to have a criminal in my house."
'So he didn't know yet... crap' She rubbed her cheek with one hand. Her gaze went to the dancing flames in the fireplace. "I do not know if it is true, my lord..." She took a deep breath before continuing. "But he appears to wish that you will follow the conviction where Arl Howe did not... for rape." She closed her eyes when the last words were pushed out of her mouth. It felt like she was betraying him... The man who had basically asked for his live to be ended. And it had been too much for her to understand. She had hoped that Tarl would have been able to confirm Beldin's story... to ease her discomfort and help the poor man... but instead, she was just making things worse. And backing out was no longer an option.
Tarl nodded grimly at the news Bartha brought. The thought that he had welcomed a serpent into his home - offered him meat and bread - sickened him, but if such was the case, it must be uncovered.
"You did right in coming to me," he reassured her. "I will not act rashly, but justice will be done."
He paused and seemed to be sniffing the air.
"You come from the cellars?" he asked. "Go, gather your friends - save the accused - and bring them to the courtroom. I will join you there shortly, and then we will decide what is to be done with him."