Bartha had found some logs at the forest’s edge. Nonetheless, she didn’t feel like returning to the rest just yet. She glanced in the direction of the farmhouse and felt like she was back in her teenage years. Overall she was quite confident, but the contrary was true when it came to courting. Usually it went better when there was alcohol involved - lots of it. And at the moment, she was seriously craving for a stiff drink. If everyone was about to make love to each other, she’d settle with making love to a bottle of booze… as usual. There should be some stock in that farmhouse somewhere, right? Drowning herself in self-pity would not help at all, she was quite aware of that… but she preferred getting a hangover over constantly getting pushed into her face that no one was interested in her. She grabbed the logs, hauled them over her shoulder and started to make her way back to the farm. The logs were heavy and stressing on her shoulder… that was alright. She glanced at the group: Beldin and Tessa were gone, and both the male Dalish and Laurelin as Etienne and Tempest were preoccupied. Good, no one was paying attention to her. She made her way to the chopping block, where she dropped the logs to the ground.
After placing one log on the block, she pulled the axe out of the block. She took a moment to inspect the tool. Apparently it had had better days, as it was bearing heavy marks of use, but it would do its job. With an overhead motion she brought the axe down to the log, cleaving it.
She wasn’t quite expecting anyone to be interested in a lasting relationship, but she was hoping for a tumble every now and then. But obviously, dwarves were never someone’s first choice. She recalled Beldins comment about wanting to get to know her better, before scurrying of to the bath tub. No, she didn’t blame him. There were better options available, after all. And at least he tried to reject her in a friendly matter. She wiped her forehead before turning the wood on the block, allowing her to quarter it. It was on moments like this that she missed Elias most. Of course, he wouldn’t have chosen for her either, but at least he had managed to make her feel… accepted. And he made her forget that she was different. Of course, she was technically a dwarf, but she didn’t really feel like one. She’d spend most of her life amongst humans, and therefore somehow felt more attracted to them. It caused her to end up somewhere in the middle of nowhere between the life of a dwarf and the life of a human. She’d learned to just live with it, and take life as it comes. But she remembered how torn she had been during her teenage years: no stone sense, but no connection to what humans called ‘the fade’ either. She had really no clue what would happen to her when she would come to pass on one day: the Stone wouldn’t accept her, but neither would the fade.
Satisfied with the size of the cut blocks, she moved on to the next log. Perhaps that was why she and Elias could get along so well, in hindsight. As a mage, he probably didn’t ‘fit’ either. But she’d never known that secret about him, not until he and his family had disappeared. She wondered if she would have crossed his mind since then. On the few occasions that their family would pass lake Calenhad on the north side, she’d stare at the tower in the distance. Wondering if he was there and what he would be doing. A few times she’d considered to try and swim to it, so she could pay him a visit. Etienne had confirmed that he was alive and indeed in the White Spire. When this was over, she should actually do that: go to the tower. Maybe he wouldn’t want to see her, but she would have at least tried to see the one true friend she once had.




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