I still mediate every night I go to bed, I always end up meeting Korra in dreamland and go off in a Adventure. that's the fun part, but... I'm practically unable to shake off the feeling that I'm supposed to be where I need to be at. yet I'm not There as I should be at.
each time I get out of narrow ambush on my life in world of Korra, I always find out the bad horrible truth when the enemies Korra has faced actually unmasked themselves.. and they turn out to be certain people I used to known in real life, they were the persons behind horrible things. I just run away from them much as I can. I don't want to be around if it's true that they did it in real life
when I speak to Korra, she can tell that I'm very upset or disturbed by what just happened to me. so she comes up to me and talks to me about what's going on or what's bothering me. I just have hard time telling her that I'm seeing images of my former family and certain people who are evil, criminal when revealed to me through her enemies Korra has faced. she also says that it's actual fact of Life that's showing you the Evils of a person who has lived most of his/her life doing the lesser Evils.
I wish that was true, but most of my life has always been painful, hurtful and filled with Sadness, despair. I've been living in hell for long seven years of my life in toxic environment at home. Korra knows how much I went through. so does her family as well.
but I always have been grateful to have a sister like Korra. she surprised me when her family told me that they wanted to adopt me into their family almost a year ago. since then, my life in world of Korra has been peaceful, happiness and action, adventure. so filled with wonders of bending. I still remember my first bending haha. I accidentally bended element of water on Tenzin while they were at Tonraq and Senna's house. during that time, Korra took me to training grounds just far from the house.
and here we were training hard, she really pushed me to my limit with waterbending. I got to learn alot about it. we returned home to celebrate my role as Waterbender.
Korra was angry when she learned that I was kidnapped by Mayor of Republic City who used private army to capture me and were taken to Republic City to stand trial for crimes I did't commit. Korra arrived in Republic City and came to the court with Mako and others. Korra demanded that Mayor release me from my jail cell.
the Mayor refused, saying that I commited the acts when I arrived here in Republic City during the Amon attack on Tenzin's island. which is not true. but when Mayor brought me out of cell into the court in front of Korra and others, I was shocked what I saw among the people. I saw other me hiding in plain sight. I just broke free of my cuffs and went on attack. the people was shocked when I took off the hood of that person, it revealed other me.
I said, "that's my dark self, only evil version of me. only one way this could have brought her here was to create enough negative energy to summon her." she replied, "correct, Amon summoned me here when he saw you helping Korra."
so the Mayor who was shocked, quickly apologized to me. and was about to stop evil me, I yelled out "hold it!" the officers were confused. I said, "I have to deal with her myself alone. name your place of battle, evil me" she replied, "Meet me at statue of Avatar Anng in seven days. make sure you're fully trained in combat arts."
I just knew it was not gonna be easy battle, it would be hard. so I accepted the challenge and the place, date.
so finally, after seven days of tough training with Korra and others.. I was ready. I went to the statue's base, from here I met her again. off we go. the battle was very brutal and fierce. it lasted ten minutes, evil me was down for good. she begged me to end her, I refused and told her that, "the Duty of Avatar is to teach, not to control the way of everyone's lives should be.
she realized that I meant lead by example. in sparing her life, she found herself at peace and released all of negative energy.
she had one final wish, her wish was to bond with me at last to know the complete peace I have within myself. I bonded with her, she disappeared in flash of pink light that leaves me all warm and happy. the Dark Cassandra was no more.
I returned home all battered up and bruised, bleeding slightly. I said, "she's dead, now at peace. her spirit is within me. and.. I gotta admit it was tough fight, but at end.. she finally knew the peace I had. I think we're gonna not have any trouble from her at all."
everyone was happy to hear it and took time to patch me up, put me in bed to rest. within few weeks, I was good as new.
when I woke up, my mom (Senna) told me the bad news. the doctor came by and ran blood tests on me while I was asleep and compared it with Korra and Mom's. it revealed that I'm actually her second daughter. they thought it was wrong and ran it three times again to confirm.
unfortunately, it was confirmed. so Korra was shocked and had no idea how to respond to this, so did Mom. but they worried about what I would be responding to this news. I responded strongly, "it's great news, I'm proud to be your daughter as much being proud to have a mother like you."
Korra and Mom was relieved and happy to hear it. and so since then, it's been me and Korra going on adventure days all time. we came back home after 25 days in Wilderness of Southern Water Tribe.
Korra and I left home to return to Republic City and to continue Korra's duties as the Avatar. I also continue to support, help her with all kinds of problems she might be facing. and so.. the story continues...
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