Genuinely curious, since you can control and spec every class, why roll a bunch of toons?
There's a psychological condition known as altohlism. It basically boils down to wanting to micromanage every aspect of ones experience, starting from character creation and ending sometime between then and a few hours after the tutorial, since that's about as far as people with this condition get.
Of course partially I'm joking but not really. I think people like this want too much control of what's going on, and that leads them to be disappointed because of things that just simply "happen", like bugs, death, bad choices, immersion being broken, I guess it could be any number of events. Then they reroll thinking it will all be different, this time.
It's a painful cycle. You just have to accept that your gaming experience isn't going to be perfect and soldier on. If you have to "force" yourself to do it. you're missing the point, the journey with all it's frustrating moments and random stuff that just hits you in the face is the beauty of it.