Mara headed to the bar and climbed the many stairs up to where Cole...dwelt. He certainly didn't truly live there, considering she'd never seen him eat or sleep. She found him in his usual contemplative pose. She guessed his entertainment, if that is what one would call it for a spirit, was derived from listening in on the many conversations echoing up from the boisterous bar crowd below.
"Cole. I've got the amulet that Solas told us about. Would you like to try it on?" Mara asked.
His calm face twisted into eagerness as he took it from her. "Yes! But not here. I like it here. We need someplace that can go away if it becomes sharp."
Mara guessed that meant he didn't want bad memories to muss up his perch in the bar's attic. So she followed him, thinking he would go to some obscure corner of Skyhold. But, instead, they headed to Solas's living space. This amuses Mara; Cole can avoid this area permanently if it all goes bad? She'd thought the two of them closer than that.
"What do I do with it?" Cole immediately demanded of the elf.
They'd obviously interrupted Solas in deep thought within his comfy thinking chair. Considering the conversation Mara had just had about his spirit friend's passing, Mara flinched a bit inwardly at Cole's lack of tact. However, it seemed Solas approved of the distraction.
"You found one of the amulets. Excellent!" He said, getting up and meeting them in the middle. "May I?" He gestured at the amulet in Cole's hand, which he promptly gave over. "It is simple enough. You put it on, I charge it with magic, and you should be protected."
Mara felt nervous. She'd gotten the amulet to appease Cole's concerns, but her worries about it possibly changing him hadn't gone away either. She wanted to make sure he was sure. "Are you ready, Cole?"
She saw no sign of doubt in his determined face. "They can't make me a monster." Cole donned the amulet, and Solas focused, closing his eyes, raising one hand towards the amulet. Mara waited, holding her breath a bit, not sure what was going to happen.
Blue wisps trailed out, around Solas's hand, gathering-- and then shot towards Cole. A loud pop and Cole cried out in pain, all of which startled Mara and she jumped. Varric must have heard the noise from the other side of the door, because he barged in.
"What was that?" Then he saw Cole's expression of pain and Solas's presence and put two and two together. "Oh, for.... What are you doing to the kid?"
Cole must have felt compelled to defend the elf. "Stopping blood mages from binding me like the demons at Adamant. But it didn't work."
Solas nodded, then added, "Something is interfering with the enchantment."
Varric's response was sarcastic as he folded his arms over his chest in disapproval, "Something like Cole not actually being a demon?"
Mara frowned, sensing an argument. Cole was not a demon; she had fought demons. Also, when they'd broken that summoning circle, the Pride Demon had transformed back into the spirit of Wisdom. That creature had not been a demon. She supposed, adding to the confusion, that Imshael had technically not..quite been a demon either. He'd protested that he was a Spirit of Choice. And if Mara had learned anything, it was that choices could be rather dark ones.... "I'm not certain exactly what Cole is." She said to Varric, finally adding her two cents, as useful as it was.
"Regardless of Cole's special circumstances, he remains a spirit."
"Yes, a spirit who is strangely like a person!" Varric charged back.
Cole got impatient with the debate, pacing away; Solas followed not far behind, concerned. "I don't matter. Just lock away the bits of me that someone else can knot together to make me follow."
"Focus on the amulet. Tell me what you feel." Solas encouraged.
A few moments passed. All Mara could see was his hat turning to and fro. Then she heard Cole speak, quietly.
"Warm. Soft blanket, covering But it catches, tears.... I'm the wrong shape, there's something----" He turned around, his eyes seeing something Mara couldn't. He pointed to the South east. "There. That way."
So, Mara thought. We're off hunting. Aloud, she said, "It appears we have something to find. Again."
Cole looked at the three of them and asked, intently, "Will you come with me? All of you?"
"Sure." Varric said, very seriously. And then Cole left to work with Cullen on a map to pinpoint a location and little more exact than Southeast.
Varric turned to Mara and Solas for further discussion now that Cole was gone and could not be upset by further debate. He obviously considered Cole a son of sorts.
"Alright. You like spirits we get that." He said pointedly to Solas, "But he came into this world to be a person. Let him be one."
Mara felt compelled to side with Solas on this one, as much as it pained her to disagree with Varric. "Cole is a spirit. He has magical abilities and magical vulnerabilities. We cannot ignore that."
"Fair enough." Varric conceded, seeing he wouldn't win against a united front. "But that ritual of theirs only works on demons, right?"
Solas lost his patience. "This is not some fanciful story, Child of the Stone. We cannot change our nature by wishing."
"You don't think?" Varric parried.
Solas turned his eyes to the side. They lost focus a bit, but then he seemed to catch himself and return to the discussion at hand.
"However we deal with the problem, our next step is to track down what is interfering with the enchantment."
And that was something all three of them could agree on.
Cole came back at the moment, having quickly found the place he sensed on the map. He showed them. Mara set out, Varric and Solas only in tow.
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AS they were cresting the hill in Recliffe, a man in leathers was ahead near the Griffon stature with some sort of hooded dwarf came into view. "Give me a moment." The man said to the dwarf, and the two separated as the man came their way. "Greetings, " He said, tugging one glove. "Can I help you?"
"You." Cole said, harshly.
All Mara saw was Cole stiffen before a cloud of darkness blurred her vision. Some sort of minor tear in the veil that only Cole could use to move from place to place quickly. As the cloud dissipated, Mara became alarmed. Cole was threatening the man with a dagger, as that same man knelt in confusion and fear.

The man trembled so badly he nearly stuttered, "What! I don't... But I don't even know you!'
But Cole would not be dissuaded. "You forgot. You locked me in the dungeon in the Spire, and you forgot and I died in the dark!"
A twinkling of recognition crept into the man's tone. "The Spire?"
"Cole, Stop!" Solas commanded. The man saw his chance and got up to run. No one followed, although it was obvious Cole wanted to; tired to. Varric stepped into his path, getting Cole to focus on him.
"Take it easy, kid."
Cole pointed angrily. "He killed me! He killed me, that's why it doesn't work. He killed me and I have to kill him back!"
Whoa whoa whoa whoa. Mara spoke up, "Before anyone gets killed, I need to know what's going on."
Solas tried to reason with Cole. "Cole, this man could not have killed you. You are a spirit. You have not even possessed a body."
"A broken body, bloody, banged on the stone cell. Guts gripping in the dark dank.... a captured apostate."
Oh... They were finally hearing how Cole came into being in their world. Mara's expression mirrored Varric's, even Solas's expression darkened, as we all bore witness to the raw emotional details.
"I came through to help. And... I ...couldn't." He sounded so sad, so very disappointed in himself for not doing more in an impossible situation. "So... I became him... Cole."
Varric wanted to keep Cole distracted, so he spoke. "If Cole was an apostate. That would make the man we just saw a Templar. Must've been buying lyrium." Explaining the dwarf that had been present earlier. His words didn't accomplish the goal of distraction.
Cole slowly walked past Varric. "Let me kill him. I need to. I need to."
MAra drew in closer to Solas and Varric to discuss things. They all kept a close eye on Cole, but he didn't seem to be straying far.
Mara swallowed, a pit in her stomach from the dark tale. "Solas?" She queried, seeking his thoughts.
"We can't let Cole kill the man." Solas began.
Varric interjected, scoffing. "I don't think anyone was going to suggest that, chuckles."
"Cole is a spirit. The death of the real Cole wounded him. Perverted him from his purpose. To regain that part of himself, he must forgive."
"Come on!" Varric said. "You don't just forgive someone killing you."
"You don't. A spirt Can." Solas declared, finishing his opinion.
Mara kind of thought this argument was weak, but she was no expert on spirits. She turned to Varric. "And your thoughts?"
"The kid's angry. he needs to work through it." Varric argued.
"But he isn't a spirit, is he? He made himself human, and human's change.They get hurt, and they heal. He needs to work it out like a person."
Solas found Varric's opinion lacking. "You would alter the essense of what he is."
"He did that to himself when he left the Fade. I'm just trying to help him survive it."
Oddly enough, Solas's argument sounded stronger when defended to Varric. Mara considered. She was getting used to being the deciding vote.
That Cole was constantly oblivious to the finer details of his very human companions amused Mara to no end. Varric offered gentle guidance. Iron Bull tried to set him up with a Lady of the Night with an unexpected outcome. Cassandra, Sera, Blackwall; all of them objected to him seeing within their mind. But that skill had helped Mara twice, and she'd witnessed his acts around Skyhold, offering acts of compassion every where he went. That these things were so, only underscored that he was a spirit. A spirit that had been confused. A spirit that had been twisted; as anyone might if they'd witnessed such a horrible thing like starving to death slowly in the dark because humanity had judged you unworthy of notice. The spirit that Cole had once been had not intended to become what it had. He was lost. And if Mara could help him find himself?

Don't worry, after this, I got rid of those ridiculous shoulder pads. bah.
"I believe I can help." Solas said to her. "Cole! Follow me." Solas called to Cole from where he was pacing. The man in leathers had not gone far.
Mara trailed, wanting to observe.
Cole did his disappear reappear trick, which startled the man enough to drop him to his knees.
"Not possible! not possible!" As Cole appeared right in front of him.
"Can you feel this man's pain, Cole?" Solas said, guiding Cole in the right direction towards forgiveness.
Cole gritted his teeth, still angry. "He remembers now. He knows he killed me."
"No." Solas chided, gently. "Feel his pain. His guilt. The shame that drove him from the Templars."
Cole paused, became focused and quiet. Fiddled with the wrappings on his hands. Began his -listening- type of speech that indicated he was sharing a memory of the ban before him. ""Don't worry, we will erase his records." They clapped me on the shoulder, smell of oiled metal and blood. They smell like Lewis did when he made me drown the kittens. Laughter bounces off the walls like a thin child's fists."
The man lowered his head. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." There was no doubt the man absolutely remembered who he was dealing with now.
"He's hurting, Cole. And you are a spirit of compassion." Solas spoke calmly, again, guiding. Cole paused, in seeming thought. The stepped forward, reaching his hand out towards the man's face. The man gasped and leaned back, expecting injury.

A shimmer went over both of them. The man looked around, seemingly confused as to why he was there, before he left, almost in a huff at the awkward situation he'd just been in.
Solas walked out to Cole, reaching out one hand to his arm. "I believe we are finished here."
Varric joined Mara as Solas and Cole walked towards them. "You all right kid?" Varric asked, concerned.
"Yes, " Cole replied. "He's free. We're both free." Mara wasn't sure that made Varric feel better. Mara only hoped this had been the right choice.
They headed back to Skyhold, Varric trying to engage Cole multiple times in conversation. He was not as successful as he wanted to be and even Mara thought that Cole was speaking more...spirity than usual.
They headed back to where it had begun, Solas's study. Solas spoke as they entered. "The amulet appears to be working. Cole should be adequately protected."
"Have you talked him, sinse? Have you heard what he sounds like?" Varric responded, annoyed.
"He sounds like a spirit." Solas said.
Cole appeared sitting on Solas's table. Nobody felt the urge to shoo him off.
"Nonsense words, like Bertrand at the end. 'Just need to hear the song again just for a minute.'" Cole stopped, turned his head calmly to Varric. "I'm alright, Varric." He assured the dwarf. What he didn't get was this didn't assure Varrric at all.
"What matters is his happiness. Cole, how are you feeling?" Mara asked him, making the best of things.
"I am well. There is work, wounded to help, hurts to heal, but the weight is off. The chains have fallen."
Varric seemed not to understand. "You're not still angry with the man who hurt you?" Varric asked, shaking his head.
"No. I helped him forget. His pain no longer pulls at me." Cole stated matter of factly.
Cole says something about the left hand, Leliana, and honey. Then disappears.
Varric looks very sad; like someone just died. "He could've been a person." He said to them.
"Possibly. Would that have made him happier, Child of the Stone?" Solas asked. Varric treated it as a rhetorical question and left. Mara, a bit unsure, followed. Cole hadn't seemed...sad, per se...